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All I Want Is Jesus

Good mornin’, Readers! Did you have a joyful day yesterday? Mine was a stressful day and that is okay. Because of it is part of a mommy life. Okay, today’s a lovely Friday. I want to discuss about who I want. All I want is Jesus. Jesus is my intimate relationship. My hunger for Jesus is deep in my soul and for an intimate relationship with God and with my son’s father.

Jesus is my Lord, I am created to follow Him. He is a holy Son of God. God sits enthroned between the cherubim. The cherubim are the symbol of God’s holiness. God’s throne is pictured between the two cherubim. This is the place from which God speaks.

Psalm 99 highlights the holiness of God. The word “holy” emphasizes the distance between God and human beings. God is not only mighty and holy but is also just.

The opening between God and us has been bridged. We know now that this is through Jesus and what He did for us by the cross and resurrection, and the outpouring of the Holy Spirit. It anticipates the intimacy with this God of power, holiness and justice made possible through Christ. King Jesus is a mercy and forgiveness. That is my God. His majesty is now given to intimacy.

I’m arousing to read Song of Songs 1:1-4:16! And I think of Joseph, my son’s father. I imagine marriage to him is knotted. As we deeply love each other. We want our son to grow up and see us together. It is not easy as our situation is still an unfixed issue due to Family Court. A huge mistake! Oops! Anyways, that beautiful love scripture describes the joy and mutuality, beauty and power, agony and ecstasy of human sexual love. It speaks of marriage as it ought to be – the beautiful intimacy of marital love between man and woman. Marriage is even more beautiful. Me picture of myself and Joseph deep and passionate love for each other and our intimate relationship. I love Song of Songs 2:4. Why? Because of we should celebrate an erotic love in our marriage. It shows what a high view the Bible has of sexual intimacy in marriage! It makes us to speak delightfully and contentedly – our love that is wholehearted and passionate. We should have married by now. But I have faith that one day we will get married and to be there for our son Leo.

With that being beautiful said, all I want is Jesus and I hope you choose to accept Him as your savior. Have a lovely Friday and a great abundant weekend. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

Enjoy God

Good morning, Readers! How are you? Today is insane and unexpected! This morning, I expect my son to hop on the yellow cheesy school bus. But the bus did not come to pick him up. I’m so upset about it. So I called them and then I had to take him to school for bus slip. But the bus slip is not necessary and the school will sign my son up to school bus. That’s a relief thing! Thanks God! [LOL] Today I want to discuss the topic of how we, worshippers are enjoying our true God.

We are created to worship God. We enjoy God because He is Good and is worth for us to praise Him! Praise God! Worship is the joy. Our joy is expressing in worship. Because of His love for us, He created us, the worshippers to worship and to praise Him.

I love the joyful scripture Psalm 98:1-9! It makes me enjoy God every time I go to church (currently church online in home), it makes me feel happy and loved. I also imagine that if biblical King David is alive, he would have produced his joyful music album. I would love to hear his voice in his music album and his music video. We get to worship God in song and music. Like producing a new song, burst into a jubilant song with music. We can make music to the Lord. This psalm is full of noise, as the people are asked to celebrate God’s goodness for what God has done for us.

We worship the Lord who is our Savior, our King and our Judge. Jesus is the one at God’s right hand who has worked salvation. He has made God’s salvation known and revealed his righteousness to the nations.

You all are welcome to come, worship and enjoy God. Nothing is offensive to the gospel. Both men, women and children can pray and prophesy in church services. There is also the Holy Communion in the church. You take bread and wine to commemorate Jesus. And practice “Eucharistéin” to God. It is a Greek verb meaning “to thank” to God. It is a vital part of Christian worship. And it had been done for the last 2,000 years, celebrated almost universally by the church worldwide.

As a Christian, we need to do humble ourselves, pray, seek God’s face and turn from our wicked ways. Then God promises that he will hear from heaven, forgive our sin and heal our land. Enjoy God and have a joyful blessed Thursday! Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

Enjoy Monday?

Good r’sing, Readers! Did you enjoy your weekend? I was somewhat enjoying my weekend. I walked around the neighborhood and viewed the nature with my family. It was very hot outside in weekend. We drank more cold water to keep us cool.

In life we see the situation as double toil and trouble. That is the sad truth. When a friend wisely pointed out to me that what troubled me. We know that we will never be without problems. If we still cannot learn how to thrive in the situation in which we find ourself, we will never find contentment. But we trust God, it is an unnecessary trouble. We are blooming like a farmer that does not practice laziness, cynicism, malice, substance abuse and quarreling.

Blue Monday? Or, are you able to go to work and enjoy doing your job? I read Ecclesiastes explaining that working too hard to gain more and more money is meaningless. So, just enjoy the blessings of work and be thankful for what you have. And in a relationship, stay, do not let lust control your love life.

How to enjoy your Monday? Enjoy this wonderful gift of life today. If you don’t, your life will pass by and you will never enjoy where you are right now. So enjoy your Monday and have a great week. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

My Anxiety and I Need Peace

Good r’sing, Readers! How do you feel? I feel anxious. It is who I am. Anxiety can rob my joyful life. The causes of my anxiety are my health issues from the wrong hospital, my finance, caring for my strong-willed kid, and much more. The global pandemic has me feeling anxious about every time I see people who are fighting for getting no more infected. I sometimes need professional support or medical help. I have some of the biggest causes of my anxiety are those I deal with my relationships, domestic partner and being a single mother. I read the book of Ecclesiastes. It suggests that I can relate to much of the anxiety I experienced, and still I experience. As the anxiety, it is meaninglessness. Sad truth is I am meaningless. As I recall I was in The Centers area where I saw my psychiatrist, that was before that, a male interpreter told me to chilling down with his looks like I am nothing. It’s so unprofessional of him! Why can’t he understand how I feel? But it’s sad that anxiety is meaningless and that hurts me the most. I have to keep fighting against anxiety until my death. Because of how the psychiatric system is by viewing that anxiety is anxiety. Nothing is solved with this issue. But to me, I just need to live in peace. What wrong with me?

Do you know what it is like to experience great anxiety? Please try to put yourself in my shoes. Try to understand my situation and show me compassion. For your consolation can bring joy to my soul. But when I am surrounded by great anxiety, I turn to the Lord for help. Because of I know humans can’t do anything with my great anxiety. So I feel upset and I beside myself God is calming me down and is cheering me up. With a beautiful positivity, I don’t allow myself to be hanging around in the toxic environment. I find relief, consolation and joy in God’s love. God provides me a quiet place to keep me away from evils.

How to live a life of peace in your relationship? By applying 1 Corinthians 7:1-16, live in peace with your situation. Your situation does not need meaningless. Because of you don’t want to experience living in under the sun. However, it can happen in your life. As Ecclesiastes is a story of one person’s anxious search for meaning. Read that book for yourself and see how you feel. Meaninglessness is not much about God. It can expose your total incapacity to find the meaning and completion of your life on your own. Don’t let arrogant and ignorant rule your life. Because of you want to experience the holiness of God. And that is good.

I am researching Hedonism because it is the doctrine that with pleasure, enjoy a good time. But the more people seek pleasure, the less they find it. It is true in life. A true meaning is found not under the sun, but in the Son. So keep Jesus in your life and have a great blessed weekend. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

God is With Us: Christianity or Spirituality?

Good r’sing, Readers! How was your weekend? My weekend was pretty good. Jesus is not an imaginary friend. He is with me. So know the spiritual truths with the help of the Holy Spirit. God is with me. Immanuel is meant to always with us. We are looking forward for Christmas! We are so thankful for God created the universe and He is with us. We get to experience God by His Spirit that changed our lives.

In the difficult times, I may sometimes feel that God has left me. But these times I listen to God’s promises over and above my feelings and emotions. I read Psalm 91:9-16. It encourages me not to be afraid. For God protect me. God promise me that He will rescue me, protect me and answer my prayers. God is with me. I know that I am never alone.

When I share my faith with others who need Jesus, I have the Holy Spirit that is in me. I am going to read the book called “True Spirituality”. It was written by Vaughan Roberts. Christianity or Spirituality? It is not easy to decide, but reading all the scriptures is inspired by a true God. In Christ , we have a great rejoicing, thanksgiving and praise. And a long-term success comes from God being with us. Life is not easy, but Jesus promised that if you stay close to Him you will bear fruit, and it will last forever. Hope you have a blessed new week. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

Unity Around Jesus

Good r’sing, Readers! Are everything okay with you? Yes, I am. Today I want to discuss the topic of Unity. An unchristian man told Nicky Gumbel that he was not interesting in being argued with religious people. It is completely true! It’s how damaging the church members are! By disunited to each other! Jesus prays in John 17:23. And the apostle Paul’s passion for “perfectly united” in church. The word “unity” means “being united or joined as a whole”. Like the body of Christ, the church members perfectly united. Unity is at the heart of our faith. We believe in one true God. Disunity is the curse of humankind!

I read Proverbs 19:11 explaining how to control your anger. It’s challenging me to control my anger when it comes to offend my feelings. It is so easy for me to feel offended by the insults. And that causes me to end a friendship. I am trying to practice how to refuse to hold a grudge. It is hard for me to do. But a true friendship is of utmost importance to me.

I read 1 Corinthians 1:1-17. In AD 50, Paul went to Corinth to plant a church. He stayed with his friends Priscilla and Aquila. He got a job and started to preach the gospel. He started a church in a house and stayed 18 months until the spring of AD 52. Then he handed the church over to Apollos and moved on to plant more churches. Some time later, Paul received a report that in his absence all kinds of problems had developed, including division in the church. Three or four years after planting this church he wrote a letter to try to deal with some of the issues. Paul appealed for unity and love. Unity around Jesus is the most important thing in the sight of God. Choose a right church that can make a peace with you. Christ is not divided and neither should we Christians be. We worship the same Lord. It is called “fellowship” with Jesus. We all love Jesus deeply and intimately. A Christian is experiencing the grace of God. You are loved.

The Spirit of Jesus Christ lives in us Christians. Paul explained in the letter how each of us has spiritual gifts, because we have the Holy Spirit living in us. We all wait for the return of Jesus. One day we will be completely united in Him.

I am like Paul who is passionate about unity. I am not happy with disunity. I appealed to Freewill Baptist Church for perfect unity. But then I realized that no surprise for that church denomination. It is very likely Pharisee to me. So I decided to leave for good and will never go back to that place ever again. It is for my peaceful reason. But I pray for it members to be brought to complete unity.

If you ever feel offended by your church, pray to God for healing from the church pain. And for finding another church that can completely united. I hope that you have a great weekend. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

Hope For August and Beyond

Good r’sing, Readers! How are you doing so far? I am doing fine. I am on vacation, doing blogging for today topic of today new month August and beyond. I am excerpting a young man who he had been homeless for three years. His name is Matthew. He said, “The church’s job is to stop arguing and to bring people hope.” What a beautiful best definition of what we Christians should do! Don’t we have a gospel of hope? A gospel that brings hope? A gospel of life, a gospel of transformation and above all a hope of eternal life, the hope of Jesus. Many people see only hopeless but with Jesus, you can enjoy the hope.

I know the hope of eternal life through Jesus, and I love Psalm 89:52 says, “Praise be to the Lord forever! Amen and Amen.” Like psalmist, I am clinging on to hope in spite of the fact that I am wrestling with my own situation. I currently am practicing Gratitude from the teaching of God’s spiritual daughter and praise the Lord for all the things that He does for me and for what I have.

My hope for today August and beyond is that joy and peace be in my life. I really need this hope. But I have faith in the God of hope. Paul prays in Romans 15:13. My hope for through the Holy Spirit is that I am bringing people to the hope of Christ. Jesus is the hope for the rest of us. Our hope in Jesus is to bring people together in unity. Let not be offending each others unnecessarily. As we should build us up by lifting each others up.

The Bible gives us hope. It is through the Scriptures that you know about Jesus and the hope that is in Him. The way to keep your hopes up is to keep reading and studying the Holy Scriptures. And may your August be blessed with joy and peace and have a blessed first Tuesday of this new month. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

New Poetic Album “Mi Junio” is Released

Good evenin’, Readers! My new poetic album “Mi Junio” released last week. So here is what I could make this album.

What do you think? I’m going to perform some more of 15 poems in this album when I have time. Have a good night. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

My Relationship With God

Good mornin’, Readers! Why do I became a believer? Reason: The Truth About Jesus Christ. He is real, not fake. I studied the biblical book of Romans. The Gift of God is Faith that I believe in and because of His Gift, He created everything, us peoples, and animals and nature. If I am born again and enter through open gates to paradise, I will be an angel flying around the beautiful new earth. It transforms me into a righteous person and in a right relationship with God. It is a Gift of Life, Death and Resurrection of Jesus. Here is my restored relationship with God.

I enjoy the blessings of dwelling in the presence of God. I love psalms because it describes the blessings of living in a restored relationship with God.

In my heart, I am a spiritual hunger. I can only be satisfied by living in a right relationship with God. In the presence of God, my soul’s longing is satisfied and my heart’s cry is answered. Psalms 84:1-2 says, “How lovely is your dwelling-place, O Lord Almighty! My soul yearns, even faints, for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God.”

I spend time praying, listening to God through the Bible and worshipping Him, I find that there is no place I would rather be than in His presence. I praise the Lord! His presence is a place of blessing, praise and refreshment.

I receive God’s love as a gift. Jesus has made me righteous through His Life, Death and Resurrection, I can live in a right relationship with God. I am thankful for the new covenant, I put my faith in Jesus all the promises of the Old Testament are fulfilled in me. I receive righteousness from God. God gives me the Holy Spirit to enable me to walk in a restored relationship with Him and my fellow believers. I am sharing the Gospel with people in the world.

I pray for your relationship with God in a beautiful blessed Thursday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

The Rights of Free of Speech

Mistake is part of LIFE. So accept learning from your mistake.
This photo of me depicts myself “Oops!” I don’t think first before I react to a person. This is called impulsive behavior.

Good r’sing, Readers! How are you doing? So far I’m doing fine. Let’s talk about the rights of free of speech.

Since the freedom of America began to free people to doing whatever they want: freedom, liberty of choices, the rights of speech, the rights of religion, the rights of ownership of property, human rights, etc, etc, etc. The rights this nation would respond and ultimately freedom of more peace. The most fundamental thing is free in Christ. When I was in cult, I had no freedom. Because of they brainwashed me. And this needs to end. I pray for those people to open their eyes and see the truth. Oh, the adopted children have the right to know their origins. The origin is the truth as Bible, the version of Bible is King James. I have it at home. I use New International Version because it is easier to read than the old complicated English. The rights of free of speech affect everyone in this country. Although the tongue is a small part of the body. We need to be very careful with what we say. As it can offend people. Offensive is not a freedom of speech anymore. I remember watching a movie about cyber bullying, one parent defended his child and told the other parent’s child, “It is a freedom of speech.” No, cyber bullying is not a necessary freedom of speech. Wake up and know how they feel. They can feel hurt when saying an offensive thing. To me, I never forget what social worker in Buffalo said to me. She had a right to ask me an offended question, “Why do you want your baby to born in here Buffalo?” I was so mad and still mad at her. I wish her in jail for violating my right to live in Buffalo, my hometown that I raised in! She’s a devil b*tch! Okay, I try to forget her but I never forget what she said to me and that offended question needs to be no repeat, not happening again to other innocent clients. So… the rights of free of speech is nice but more cautious of what you say, please. Ha, ha.

My poetic tongue is a powerful instrument. I speak my poetry in American Sign Language. It is a freedom of expression, my feelings are free to express. I love poetry. I never stop writing poetry. My new poetic album “Mi Junio” is coming out soon this month. It’s exciting to look forward to!

Oh, one thing about a freedom of speech is what you say can either be a life-giving or destructive. What you say can cause a great deal of trouble. Once you gossip can never be a friend anymore. So, be careful. I know it’s easy to gossip but it can get feeling so hurting! So gossip is not a freedom of speech. No, you don’t have a right to gossip. But so sad that in this country, people have a freedom of gossip. They can feel free to gossip whoever they want to talk about. It is vital to control your tongue. I keep cool with dispute over what I do not agree with whatever situation I am in. And that life is sucks.

You are responsible for what you say, and also responsible for what you hear from others who are saying. Remember gossips are not cool and it has consequences. It can stole your friendship! And it damages your life! So more cautious, please.

I hope this blog post for today Wednesday be bringing a blessing to you. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi