Life’s beautiful when there is Love out there in the world. As grace’s beautiful. You see? Grace’s beautiful that you painted the picture of a beautiful life. What is your beautiful life? Good, pure and lovely in graceful beauty.
My skin was scarred by the devil. But my child is still a child that doesn’t know the pain of his mother: so, I let him have a grace. Because of his love for me and he needs Jesus. For grace’s beautiful for my child to have. God bless this child of mine. Reading God’s Word to him. And giving him a good night kiss. With charity and enchant Celtic Woman lullaby.
May your new week bring you peace and happiness. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
How’s your life? My life is great! Recently I heard the news about California. It is a huge fire that a lot of people have lost their homes! Some alive. Some are dead. How does it happen? You wonder why life has it short time? Take a graceful gratitude for not living in California. But pray for the Californians and for people who live in California. Donate them whatever you have in your heart.
I can’t imagine that living in California would be a BIG STRESS for me! I would be freaking out if I lost my home there! I was homeless twice and hey, that’s ENOUGH.
Okay, got that information. This news not so cool for California. How can they survive in no home? How? Some people have money for hotel, others find a way to sleep in. I was “there”. I am kind of fortunate to have family who are really caring and loving me. Almost five years of no home on my own. Why? Because of my income does not fit to the rental lease. Tough love, get a job. A decent job is the only way to meet the ends. I need a remote job. Why? Because of my time is short. Life is short but not emergency. As I was told that as I was notified that the emergency shelter was not a quick available. It’s going to take a while for this to happen. You know what? Sit down, and doing nothing. Fuck that. Move. Those who have legs and arms can do anything. Well, not all that. Some disabled people can do anything. And they don’t let their disability define them. So, if you want to be lazy, I guarantee that you will not get blessings. A good reminder to you all: If you are lazy, then you won’t get blessings. Period.
So, live energy with gratitude and you have a great, blessed weekend. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
Tomorrow’s 8th, a new “week”. Really Wednesday is midweek. So, today I want to discuss about the lesser of anxiety and who I trust to. The goal for this new year is to lessen stress and have more peace. But since I am outlining to anxiety. And I came with it to freeze in the lazy state. And I am prescribing the remaining healing. But it is not so easy for me. Because of I am in the broken world where people cannot receive the details of my situation. Life is sucks when it comes to misunderstanding. Compassion is not occurring. But I still receive the prescription of getting treatment. Like I have to control my behavior around the difficult people so that I won’t get trapped in the darkness.
When I have a troubled heart, how do I know who I trust to? Trust to the one who does not give you stress. You are very fortunate to whoever give you peace.
Without joy, I can’t trust. I mean when people don’t make me happy and that makes me have a hard time to trust them. But if they make me happy, then I trust them. That’s the joy. The joy of having them to give me peace and comfort. No stress. No anxiety. The anxiety can be curable when people can give you a private space.
I need to live fullest to life, the having joy and peace only happens to the only true Divine Lover that can give me the stress-free soul. He can never burden me with shame and I am thankful for his love for me.
I am hoping for 2025 is to have people who have a heart to understand how I feel and what I need for the sake of my mental health. And the need for warm. Not cold stuff that harm my life. If you know what I mean. So, I pray to the Universe for dotting all people to connection quite well. Life is too short for the division. Need more of unity. The cause of death is premature by misunderstanding and no compassion. Stress is not fun. But what I understand is that I have to keep working. Keep seeking until I receive the service.
So, let live the truth and the joys of peace and comfort. Have a sweet dream. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
Belated Happy New Year and I hope you had a great, blessed day yesterday with your family and friends. Did you enjoy seeing the fireworks? No, I haven’t seen them because I was very tired and so, I slept peacefully. But my son was somewhat restless because he is CODA and can hear. Let’s hope that a New Year starts with creativity and blessings.
Yesterday I started to return to write the renewed Spiritual Letter In A Year and hope to complete 365 letters in 2025. I also started to make Bible & Breakfast. It’s really challenging me, ha.
I wish that a New Beginning of 2025 starts with the creativity and blessings. God created Eve as community and not people to be alone. Pray for the accomplishments in this broken world. Create, and flourish the joy and blessings.
I hope you have a nice, blessed Thursday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
This month I was extremely busy and had fun celebrating Christmas with my family. I have a lot of things to do for 2025. Prepare for moving back to where I was. I hope to have happiness and serenity. I expect to look forward to with my child.
I have my new 2025 Christian Planner with me. I designed it for January. I just joined Lectio 365 for prayer. So, my challenge is to journal prayer in every morning and evening in 365 days. And I restarted to write my epistles. My Bible reading plan is going to be Ascension KJV… I write gratitude journal and gifted Joy Dare, and writing poetry… Sleep in eight to nine hours, then wake in the early morning for worship routine with Jesus. Exercise for running / walking and The Grow Young program. I also am try to return 31 days Bible & Breakfast to feed my soul and the soul of my child. And eat green.
My reflection for 2025 is to educate myself. Who are the right people to associate with me? I need to analyze every profile and learn the facts and lessons. Study History, News, and Biography. Religion, I keep study ecumenism. I occasionally go to my church. I regularly watch it sermons online. Encyclopedia (I prefer Britannica). I’m going to use Britannica for biblical people and history. Dictionary (I use Dictionary.com but now use Oxford English Dictionary as real dictionary for the daily word to express a sentence just like I learned from English class at my high school.
I’m going to use this blog for my education, my Liturgical calendar starting January 2nd, 2025. My vision board for this year is to keep blogging and when I get a new job, I’m not going to blog during the work shift but after that I can blog. Normally I’m not going to blog on every weekend because of Saturday is free and fun, and Sunday for Church and rest. Blog is like school to me. It keeps me recording on what happened in the weekday. But if I work on the weekend too, then I can catch up with sermon or if work is later on after church, then no problem. I believe that blogging is a nice place for writers to blog what on their mind.
Tomorrow’s New Year Eve, I’m going to prepare for New Year 2025. Cleaning up my room and discarding something I don’t need anymore. Because of a new life is necessary. And my word for 2025 is “The Spirit of Fruit”.
A poor old man in India lived in a street, sleeping as homeless. He was so skinny that he has no food to eat. So very hungry. He needed food to survive. No choice. But struggle to survive.
A young wealthy man from other countries dressed like casually stepped into the homeless area. “Come, come.” with a gestured hand.
You know you come to a living gifted. A poor old man was fine with it and so, he come.
“I want to shave your hair and beard. And I want to wash you.”
The truth is: everybody must wash but don’t need to touch anything that is dirty. As to keep cleaning, cleaning. Don’t want to spread the germ and get sick. Because sickness isn’t cool. It needs to be keeping healthy which is very important and that shows respect to other people.
But sadly, the reality is: this world is trashed. As this is not a real life. It’s abnormal as of today. You see, so heartbroken to see so many homeless people dumped by landlords, families, friends, social services, etc. Life is nasty to be in the streets not having a cleanliness hygiene.
Yes, it’s dirty to live in the street! Where is the living gifted? A living gifted is when there are a good-hearted people out there that want to help people in need.
After a young wealthy man washed a poor old man, he dressed him nicely on with Hawaii necklace and took him to eat pizza. Feeling satisfied and happy.
So thankful for this good-hearted young man. He’s a living gifted person and is blessed.
If there are the good-hearted people out there, they could be a living gifted person that give love to people in need and that keep them alive and well.
May this new week be bringing you blessings and gratitude. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
THREE? TWO? Really ONE more month left to go to CHRISTMAS! Yeah! It’s going to be an abundant love as of today topic.
I have a life to do while being a parent to my only child. A child is God’s treasure to me: Work hard on parenting a child. And how do I end up daily being the GIFT? Cooking three meals for us, cleaning home, doing laundry and some other chores. Mommy life is an abundant love when you have a child that loves you and needs your attention. That’s love of a child. We parents should be grateful for that treasure.
SAHM job is an abundance of loving, caring for children, parenting them, and doing the household chores. But more is a working mother who is an abundance of provision for the needs of her children. Such as clothes, food, medicine and shelter (monthly pay for home & utilities). Need is enough.
Thus, Christmas is a month away, what gift will you like to give to your children? You are the GIFT no matter if you cannot afford to give a present to each of your children. Your children will always love you, need you, need your attention and your love.
Have a nice, joyful week ahead of you all! Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
I read John 8:3-11 and I can relate to a woman who cheated on her husband but mine is in different lifestyle. I do not cheat on my love. Although I am not allowed to be with him together. As I am going to share my former church pain experience story with you all.
A youth pastor along with his accomplice, a young ASL interpreter has put me and my child in danger. They do not imitate Christ’s way. They and their church do practice condemnation onto the sinners like Pharisees did to Jesus and the sinners. That’s no relentless love! No condemnation is love, but sadly, they are punishing the sinners. So, what can I do for them? I was asked to be thankful for the brokenness so that I could learn a lesson. I go and not come back to that church ever again. It’s really sad that I had wished to never come to that horrific place but I am with an abundant healing.
Recently I kept researching on how I found a place that does not condemn me. I am so grateful for that. Things would have been different if there were no condemnation onto me. But condemnation was happening to me, and sometimes it still happened to me. So…yes it happened again and I accept a lesson that hard. No condemnation is love and it does not allow to injure me. I am fortunate and grateful for survival of almost attack me. I received forgiveness but no gift of hotel room, only shelter that I was in. And I counted one blessing: Surviving in the shelter. Why not myself counting many blessings? I am starting with an abundant healing. I am researching and then going to find out how I can work harder and deserve the blessings of abundance.
I pray for my healing to remain strong after I walked out of the horrific place that I experienced and to keep welcoming by those who are with the soulful embrace, grace and peace onto me. Hope you have a blessed, lovely weekend. Light and Love 💖❤️, Loi
I had a strange dream about the old man who he was a poor bus driver with no job paycheck. It’s just a “volunteer”. You know, volunteer does not always get paid but help for free. So, I’m going to use that same old man as of today devotional. It is about the old man who run around his farm field in during dark night time with his torch and the cowboy’s boots on. His name is Like-Willie Nelson (actually don’t know what his real name is. Because he looks like Willie Nelson).
Like-Willie Nelson ran in his 3,000 acres of land in his farm field with his 100 sheep for six nights. He kept running around with them in during dark nights with his torch and boots on. He did not give up. For his heavenly reward just like what Apostle Paul said. “Keep running until the Finish Line.”
Do you know why Like-Willie Nelson ran with his sheep in his farm field with his torch and boots on? Why his torch? Because of the torch is light that helps him and his 100 sheep to overcome the blindness as you see, there’s the evidence of what you see. See the truth. But mostly, faith. As scripture say ‘that walk by faith, not by sight.’ Yeah, I know that verse. But not that point of today devotional. Because of I had faith issues and I like to focus on Light. Light helps me to see the truth. I thanks Jesus for saving me, forgive my sin.
May you keep running to Abundant Light and Blessings in today nice, blessed Thursday. Light & Love 💖❤️, Loi
Yesterday I wanted to say more context of the 3 images. So, the first one is FEAR OF FAILURE. What is it? As an anxiety person, I tend to fail, fail and fail. I always fail the tests. I never got a chance to attend college or university and I never got driver’s license. So, I don’t pass. I FAIL! This is not a great news for me. So, what is the point of me feeling fear FEAR OF FAILURE? But I hate it. Because of I want to succeed my tests. Although in reality that I never go to college because I failed the state exams and driver’s license due to the toughest permit test.
The second is THE NEED TO SUCCEED. Like above FEAR OF FAILURE, I want to go to college and make a successful art career. And driver’s license so that I can drive my car to anywhere I want to go and not have to rely on anyone else or bus transportation. I NEED both of art career & driver’s license! But God, I FAIL them!😭
The third is THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE. My child, without marriage to his dad. No love, but only love to myself.
All these 3 images that I don’t succeed. I am hoping for one day I will make them. I stay positive. I hope you had a good, soulful Saturday. Light & Love 💖❤️, Loi
