Good evening, Readers! How have you been doing so far? Longest time no blogging! Now I’m back to blogging. Today’s the last day of May. So, I’m going to poetically post my poetry, to post a poem a day in June. And nearly 40 as of soon ending in my 30s! Time goes fast! Where am I? I am here. I am breathing. I am grateful for my beautiful soulful mother giving me life. I have one life to live.
In my life, things are remaining same. I am still the same person, same name, same thing as I enjoy. I am a human being and a motherly being. I do experience life lessons. Such as who I am, what I do with people, and what people teach me. I want to express some sentiments that are the meaning of my life. Like I had brought to the earth for almost forty years ago, starting to know the basic things and viewing everything that God had made. And how I feel about what I see on this planet. People, land animals, air animals, and water animals are living which is called Life. People have life to do. They go to school, church, work, and any other place. People have many things to do in the house like cooking meals for their family and doing chores. Also, people go to the store and buy food and stuff. These are called part of Life.
Since I’m here on earth and I’m still living. And that life is good, I am grateful for people who I know love me and always care about me. I know that I am precious, and I still must accept their concerns about me. It is what counts the most!
Now that I have a toddler, I’m looking forward to seeing what his future life is like. My story is not over, it is to be continued…
May a new chapter of June be filled with love, joy, happiness, and peace. And hope you have a great, abundant weekend. Light and love 💖❤️,Loi
Good evenin’, Readers! Blessing is winning! How life is good when it comes to receiving the blessing. I want to discuss about the lambs among wolves.
My life is kind of sucked because I do not expect them to be my wolf. Howling! I got blood boiled by the Devil that wanted me to be worthless. Here is my new short poem:
Are there any lamb in the field? Hm. I don’t see the lambs among the wolves But the spirit of the wolf is in the lamb that I myself can’t shield I only see the lamb But the spirit of the wolf is in the lamb
I need to be cautious with the wolf For else I’m going to be bit by the wolf
But I’m praying that I don’t go to the field Where there are the lambs among the wolves Because of I need to stay healed
It is the truth and it needs to safe from falsehoods. I am happy with living in the truth and it gain multitude of blessings. So blessing is winning in the beautiful name of Jesus. Have a great, blessed Thursday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
Love is positive, with honesty and respect, representing kindness and compassion. So, are there anyone who can love? If they practice God’s love, then their love becomes real in the world. I’m going to sing my Love song:
Love, love you Love, love me Kiss, kiss you Kiss, kiss me Before chat, chat with me As your wish comes true Love me kiss, with passion Tight, tight me stick to you Tight me, see me through With all you want to protect me
Surprise, surprise me I'm into your charms Take me in your arms And make a perfect love Love, love me darling Then, kiss me everyday Make your wishes come true Love me tonight
Love, love you Love, love me Kiss, kiss you Kiss, kiss me I love you Love you
I sang this when I was 25 years old for my Valentine’s Day. Although I was not allowed to celebrate it because of the cult religion. Okay, I hope you do love and have a nice, lovely Wednesday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
Good evenin’, Readers! How are you doing today? I am fine. I want to share my experience story about what the cult views on perfectionism. If the members of cult knew that perfectionism is a personality trait characterized by striving for flawlessness, then they would not have encouraged me to be a perfect woman. Unfortunately they practiced the excessive high standards. Perfectionists are still not perfect and come on! Why bother with criticizing the people who are flawed and constantly concerned about their performances? I mean they could lead to its members getting suicidal thoughts or killing themselves. And, they are afraid of failure and making mistakes. And that makes me feel depressed, hurt, anxious and missed opportunities. Of course, I missed the opportunity! It’s not right! I am aiming for joy and love! So, why don’t they give me peace?
I want to experience joy and love. What wrong with that? Is it right for me to follow the high standards? Huh? Hey, it is wise to see the joy and love. Where do you think joy and love come from? God. And his people. Whose care about my physical needs? If people in the world put themselves in my shoes, they would have saved my health problem. They would have housed me with my child. Allowed me to have food on the table. Provided me a one way transportation. ETC. ETC. ETC. This needs me to aim for joy and love.
I am searching for joy and love and I get tired of this condition. So, make a quick. Come on. Don’t hesitate. Quick. Hey DAS! Get your ass on and show respect to us clients. We’ve had enough of suffering for the longest wait. Hello. Get off the comfortable stuff. We need respect and deserve to have joy and love. Because of they are not for contradictions. So, if you are greedy, you are considered selfish and so entitled. It will do you no good at all. So, you need to know that there is a way you can abandon your life to let someone experience joy and love. Stop lurking them to give you the indulgence. Because of you have a body to keep functioning. You are no better than the poor people who are suffering.
Thus, the example of the ultimate act of love. This is SO Jesus! That you need him. It is not ashamed. So, to cult, life is not about perfectionism, it about letting people live freely for joy and love. Happy Tuesday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
Good mornin’, Readers! Let’s believe that God is always good! Having absolute confidence in the goodness of God, not because of our circumstances but in spite of them. We experience the goodness of God in the midst of great suffering. As a result of our difficult situations we follow Jesus’ example and do good as Acts 10:38. We can do all the good things in this planet. We are making our God happy.
But, to be honest. Not everyone is good. Some people hate without reason and act evil. Four things you need to take are 1) Do not join in the bad crowd. 2) Do not party with the bad crowd. 3) Follow the goodness of God. 4) Share the Good News about how good God is.
The Good News is based on the historical facts. This is real, not a fairy tale story or myth. Read Luke 3:1-22 for yourself if you have The Holy Bible at home.
What are the three good things that you need to do? 1) Generosity: Give the poor ones that are in need. 3) Honesty: Pay tax, don’t evade it. 3) Contentment
And, through the Holy Spirit we experience God’s goodness. Four sayings from what God said to Jesus, He says to you:
1. Enjoy being a child of God
God says to Jesus, “You are my Son” (Luke 3:22). Through Jesus you can call God “Father”. You can enjoy being a child of God.
2. Experience God’s love
God says to Jesus, “You are my Son, whom I love” (Luke 3:22). Now, as Paul writes, “God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us” (Romans 5:5). The Holy Spirit gives you an experience of God’s goodness and love for you.
3. Expect God’s pleasure
God says to Jesus, “With you I am well pleased” (Luke 3:22). When the Spirit of God dwells in you, your life becomes pleasing to Him.
As you experience God’s love and goodness poured into your heart by the Holy Spirit, the good fruit of the Holy Spirit will grow.
An example of the goodness that is seen throughout the history of God’s people. Sometimes we forget the goodness of God and complain about our situation.
Remember God’s goodness to you, especially in Christ, who is the high priest of the good things that God give you. So, instead of complaining, praise the Lord and thank Him for everything He has done to you. I hope you have a good hump Wednesday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
Good r’sing, Readers! It’s been a while to post a new entry on this blog. How was your week? Mine was some stress and enjoy the day with my son and family. My life and my church, the ability to do what God is saying in the Bible, and how I develop intimacy with my true God. And how I live like what Jesus did. Read John 14:12. By obeying God. God loves you more than you dream. He wants you to develop intimacy with Him. This is a great honor and privilege. How do I develop intimacy with my true God?
To open, to take a risk and be honest. I face many challenges and opposition. Those who do evil for good and attack like slander, bullying, fighting, etc. Opposition is not so cool. But sadly, it can happen in everywhere. Nothing stops it happening until time of the Day to come to abolish it.
My prayers seem unheard and I wonder, How long will God stand there doing nothing?
I stumble, I walk with the Lord quite happily and then suddenly I stumble again and again. I fail to meet the standards of God. I am speaking from the depth of my heart. I open my heart and confess, I take a risk for the wrath of God and tell honesty. This drawing me into an intimate relationship with my true God.
I read Luke 2:41-52. Jesus was 12 years old when He went missing and His parents were anxiously searching for Him. Until after 3 days they found Him in the temple courts sitting among the teachers, listening to them and asking them questions. Jesus had astonishing wisdom. It’s amazing how His age intelligence can be unlikely others 12-year-old kids from the elementary school! Wow! Because of Jesus comes from Father. What I can learn four things about the wisdom that comes from intimacy with the Father by examining Jesus’ example in this scripture.
1. Wisdom comes from knowledge
Wisdom is the quality of having experience, knowledge, and good judgment from others. Often, those who know language the most. When I talk, I usually merely repeating what I need to know and then I already know. I remember when I was young, I had someone who was angry at me saying, “You know!” after they fed up with trying to tell me what the religious rules are for. Really I was overage wasn’t interested in their beliefs and I wish them jail for illegal force onto me. But I am moving on and praying for their repentance. I am practicing knowledge and I am keeping studying the Bible and learning more.
2. Wisdom leads to clarification
Wisdom brings to make clarified. When I do not understand, I am making sure that I get clarification from the person who have wisdom.
3. Wisdom can be matched by people
Wisdom is shown not only in what the wise person say, but also in how he acts and live. Wisdom is not always about what you learn and say but about how you act and live.
4. Wisdom can be grown
Jesus grew in wisdom and stature as Luke 2:52. This verse is a very similar description to that used of 1 Samuel 2:26. Wisdom can be grown by when we get older. Wisdom can make us grow into maturity.
I pray for my son to grow into an obedient child and become a mature man. He would grow in wisdom and stature and in favor with God and people.
It is time for communing with God, and while in the age of the Holy Spirit we are in an even better position than Moses. We can be with God wherever we are. By the Spirit of adoption we are brought into an intimate and eternal conversation with God the Father. My intimacy with God needs to overflow into the way in which I live my life. I put into practice the things that God shows me in the place of intimacy.
If you don’t understand the meaning of the scripture, it is wise to ask the mature Christian for a better explanation and clarification. I pray that you have a nice and a blessed Tuesday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
Good evenin’, Readers! How was your Thursday? Mine was fine. Four years ago was almost horrifying for me and my son. But I am so thankful for God gives us a peaceful place and I do not have to worry about pushy denomination
I passionately love my true Rescuer. If that wasn’t for Him, we would have been dead by now. But I am so happy that I can go for the Lord. He is a Good Shepherd that cares for me and my son.
The beautiful thing about every act of generosity is that people who show kindness to others and help others in need. This should apply by everyone in the world. What gratitude do you feel for those who rescued you? I could never thank God enough. How much more gratitude and love should we have for Jesus given His life to rescue us from eternal death.
Express gratitude to the Shepherd for saving you from the wolves.
Good r’sing, Readers! How was your weekend? Mine was having some fun time and at the same time had felt painful. I was standing a lot and my legs were hurting. I am trying my best to take care of myself as I am about 40 for my son. As he really needs mommy. I’m aging to mid life. But in my life I never smoke, never use tobacco products. Although I did weed few times with the father of my son. But then I stopped it because I didn’t like it. So yeah, he still use it sadly. But I let him be because he thinks weed is good and that is his decision. Anyways, the point is to keep your heart healthy and that’s important. Get up in the morning and be physically active though. Eat healthy foods. Maintain your weight and manage your blood pressure. Watch what you eat and drink. So, that you won’t have your heart problems.
Have a heart is the healthiest of your life. As Jesus spoke a great deal about it. The heart is a part of life. As Jesus means the physical, the spiritual and the mental life. The heart is the center of thinking, feeling, and willing. God wants you to have a healthy heart. Read what He said to Samuel in 1 Samuel 16:7. The most important thing about the heart is spiritual. Take a look at five key ways to keep your heart spiritually and healthy.
1. Guard your heart
Jesus taught that adultery starts in the heart. He said that any man who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart. His teaching goes back to Proverbs 6:20-29 where the writer emphasizes the importance of the heart – “do not lust in your heart” (Proverbs 6:25).
Jesus warns of the terrible dangers of adultery. It is like fire in the fireplace that we are dealing now. Sex, within marriage, is the necessity of great blessing. But, if you allow your lust to go in the wrong direction then it is like fire in your lap. Adultery shouldn’t happen to your marriage. Have a heart to remain faithful to your spouse.
2. Love Jesus with your whole heart
Mark 12:28–34 is a lovely scripture for you to show love to your neighbors. At the center of the message of Jesus is a love relationship with the Lord your God, which starts with your heart and overflows into a love for other people.
We know that Jesus is the Lord. The command to love the Lord with all your heart is a command to love Jesus with all your heart. Make this #1 priority of your life.
Jesus is concerned, not legalized, but with the spirit of the law. He is concerned with your heart.
3. Focus on your heart
I believe that hypocrisy is the most dangerous thing. Like when you pray, you are going to impress others, is not from your heart. Jesus criticizes the religious leaders of his day because their hearts are not right. They are far more concerned about outward appearances than about their own hearts. Their love of being shown deference and of receiving honor from other people. But God is not concerned about status and show. He is concerned about their hearts.
4. Give from your heart
Jesus is not concerned about how much money you have in your bank. He is concerned about how big of your heart.
Jesus encourages you that you can please God through your donation to the poor. Jesus is looking for your generous and sacrificial hearts.
I give whatever is from my heart. As Jesus said that the poor widow gave two very small copper coins, worth only a few pence. She has put in more than all the others. Jesus saw her heart and the fact that she gave more to the offering than all the others put together. People only see the outward appearance but Jesus sees the heart. It is not how much you have, it is your attitude of the heart that matters to God.
5. Keep your heart holy
Mark 12:33 is an important verse to remember: ‘Love God with all your heart, with all your understanding and with all your strength, and love your neighbor as yourself. It is more important than all burnt offerings and sacrifices.’
So, you see, your heart is matter. Not the holiness that is matter in the outward appearance. Keep your heart spiritually and healthy and you have a good, blessed Tuesday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
Good r’sing, Readers! How was your weekend? Mine was great and we had a fun time at our church. Have you tried Jesus schedule? Or, do you try to experience a holy life like Jesus?
I looked up the word “holy” means “dedicated to God”. He is alive in a way that is greater than our holy life experience. Holy refers to life burning with deep cleanness that changes everything it touches into itself. The Hebrew word “qadosh” means “holy”. Originally meant “separate” or “set apart”. It came to be used to describe the “otherness” of God, and how His character and nature are so much greater and more wonderful than any other person or thing. For something else to be “holy” simply means for it to be dedicated to God. You are holy that devote your life to God and your actions reflect His character. Holiness and “wholeness” are closely related, and God wants the “whole” of your life.
How do I live a holy life? By worshiping the Lord in the beauty of holiness based on Psalm 27:1-6.
In my life, I focus on Jesus and worship. So, I set my worship schedule as priority.
David gives us a wonderful description of worship. What he wanted to do more than anything was to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to seek Him in his temple. There he sacrificed with shouts of joy; he sang and made music to the Lord.
I love the expression the beauty of the Lord in Psalm 27:4. It is very beautiful. The Greek word for “beauty” is kalos. It is the word used to describe everything that Jesus did as Mark 7:37. Jesus is infinitely beautiful. He had no outward beauty; He had a different kind of beauty – the beauty of holiness.
As you seek the Lord and gaze upon the beauty of the Lord in worship, He lifts you above all the distractions, fears and temptations. As David puts it, “That’s the only quiet, secure place in a noisy world… God holds me head and shoulders above those who try to pull me down”.
What should our attitude be to other Christian ministries and other Christian churches? Serve the Lord in a life of holiness as Mark 9:33-10:12.
Jesus speaks to His disciples about the six habits of a holy life.
1. Humility
Jesus tells them not to compete to be number one. It is always a temptation to compare. Envy and rivalry are great dangers. Jesus says if you are going to compete, it should be the last place. If anyone wants to be first, they must be the very last, and the servant of all. Leaders are called to be humbled.
2. Love
He took a little child whom He placed among them. Taking the child in His arms, He said to them in Mark 9:36-37, “Whoever welcomes one of these little children in my name welcomes me”. Love and welcome everyone, even those who are unable to do anything for you – the very young, the weak, the poor – in doing so you show love and welcome Jesus.
3. Tolerance
Jesus tells the disciples not to dismiss or judge others who do things in Jesus’ name just because they are not part of your group or do things in a different manner to how you do them. It is a mistake to dismiss other Christians, other denominations or other organizations because they are not one of us.
4. Discipline
Sometimes we tolerate sin in our own lives but are intolerant towards other people’s sin. Jesus teaches us to be tolerant towards others, but intolerant about sin in our own lives.
Of course, Jesus is not speaking about exact hurt. Rather, He uses metaphorical language about what we do with our hands, places we go with our feet, and what we look at with our eyes. Be disciplined, tough and serious about sin. It is often sin that leads to division. Jesus calls us to be serious about living a holy life.
5. Peace
Jesus tells them not to argue but to be at peace. Jesus longed for His disciples to get along with one another, to stop arguing and to be at peace with each other. Later, He prayed that we may be one in order that the world would believe.
6. Faithfulness
Jesus calls us to faithfulness in marriage. He points out that Moses’ permission of divorce was allowed and not a command. God’s intention for marriage is life-long faithfulness. Husband and wife are so closely united that they become one flesh: “So they are no longer two, but one flesh.”It is in Mark 10:8. This is the origin of the wonderful words in the marriage service, which follow the joining of hands and the exchange of vows in verse 9: “Therefore, what God has joined together, let no one separate”.
How can you live a holy life when the world around is unholy? Read Leviticus 1:1-3:17: Be holy as the Lord is holy.
God has done for you, by the sacrifice of Jesus on your behalf, offer your body as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God – this is your true and proper worship. May Grace be with you in the name of Jesus and have a good, blessed Tuesday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
Good evenin’, Readers! How are you? I am okay. I rather want to focus on today gratitude journal. I first encountered Jesus in around 2001. I am so grateful to get to know Him. Although it was not so easy to leave my family who do not believe Him a God. I had a long struggle with them until I gained freedom in 2015. Since then I did not know that what my family did was illegal to force anyone who is not interested in… I wish that I would sue my parents for forcing me to keep converting to their religion. It’s really sad that I did not have anyone in Buffalo support my decision because they viewed me nothing. When will it repents? Praying for them.
I love to read in the quiet time. What do I read? The Bible and pray times, too. This is my Mark 6:31 schedule time for worship. I practically get up in every morning and start to spend time with Jesus in my bedroom while my son is sleeping. It’s a spiritual breakfast time. I cannot imagine beginning the day without it. Beginning at 4:30am, I read my King James Bible Reading and The Bible Recap. I’m on the way to read the new book of Ruth. At 5am, reading The Bible devotional. I’m planning to schedule my quiet breakfast time with Jesus for the new month of March.
Spending time alone with Jesus is my priority. I come to Him in my bedroom. I pray. I look ahead at my Bible schedule and am making sure that I put these times in as a priority.
The Bible is inspired by God. It inspires us to do the right things and how we treat people every day. If you ever have confessions, pray to God and even when you fall on the wrong path you can be forgiven through Jesus.
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