No Chuck E. Cheese, Leo? Hmm…

Today my friend’s mother took us to Chuck E. Cheese. Leo seemed wanting to get out of this fun kid’s place and got to go outside. It’s really tough for me to convince him that this place is fun! Sad that he is not like his older cousin, my niece. I remember she enjoyed Chuck E. Cheese. She was 4, and Leo now 2. Hmm… the age is different. So I decided to wait 2 more years for him to become 4 years old and see if he changes to enjoy Chuck E. Cheese.

I’m trying to get Leo smile cheesy at the sketchy picture and tooth booth picture but he refused to smile.

Yikes parenting! lol

I know that there is nothing better for people than to be happy and to do good while they live. That each of them may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all their toil—this is the gift of God.~Ecclesiastes 3:12-13

Care For My Child

Today I visited the site about what to do with your child with autism.

I am a single parent and it’s really hard for me because I do not have Leo’s father in my life. He choose whatever reason he have. I am a motherhood human and I can feel grief, angry and depressed for not having anyone love me and support me caring for Leo. I try my best to accept this transition and understand my responsibility as a single parent.

Although, as a Christian, I believe that both mothers and fathers should always be responsible for children together in the eyes of God. Like when I told Joseph, Leo’s father that I believe marriage should always come first and then baby. He seemed not believe it but confused because he practiced, still practice his Catholic faith. I made a huge mistake because of I only asked him if he believe in God instead of which religion denomination he is in. But he worship the Lord same as I worship the Lord, that’s good. However, he does not follow the Bible. I tried to offer him download Deaf Bible in American Sign Language if he can’t understand reading the Bible, but he not use it. So, we are better off not to be together. But I can understand that he is angry about not seeing Leo. This is why we have to go to Family Court. I hate it. God help Joseph.

All your children will be taught by the Lord,
and great will be their peace.~Isaiah 54:13

❤️Inamorata❤️

❤️
Someone’s inamorata 
When will it be me?
I’m still single 
I have been dreaming about an inamorata 
I want to have that life
But I’m still not a wife 


Cos I’m no one’s inamorata 
Oh, I need to get warmer
But am I ready for being a female lover?


Behold, I’m an adult
Cos I’m legal to be an inamorata 


I’m ready for being a female lover
My body is ready to feel
My story is ready to tell
Yes, cos I’m legal to be an inamorata


God will let me be an inamorata 
And he will give me a right male partner 
To accept God and marriage to me 


Your lips drop sweetness as the honeycomb, my bride;    milk and honey are under your tongue.The fragrance of your garments    is like the fragrance of Lebanon.

You are a garden locked up, my sister, my bride;    you are a spring enclosed, a sealed fountain.

Your plants are an orchard of pomegranates    with choice fruits,    with henna and nard,

    nard and saffron,    calamus and cinnamon,    with every kind of incense tree,    with myrrh and aloes    and all the finest spices.

You are a garden fountain,    a well of flowing water    streaming down from Lebanon.
She

Awake, north wind,    and come, south wind!Blow on my garden,    that its fragrance may spread everywhere.Let my beloved come into his garden    and taste its choice fruits.

~Song of Songs 4:11-16❤️

No Father’s Day?

Today I read the news about a father who he abducted his own 10-month-old daughter. When I read this, there is no details on why a father is not allowed to see his child. But that baby’s parents are not together. The baby is with her mother. No father. This news I would not want to read this on a Father’s Day. It’s really sad that almost most of the children who have no father and may not celebrate Father’s Day but other they may celebrate the different name. I believe that God created mother and father but was not original because Adam and Eve did not have children as perfect human before they were fooled by the serpent (Satan). It’s kind of weird interesting to why the father is not worthy. But I love one of my friends say “Yes a father figure is good…”

A real father should be good but sadly, not all fathers choose to be a father. However, when I read this news about a father who he has to be a non-custodial parent, it is not so easy for him. Because of he wants to be a father of this child. But really he unlawfully took baby away from her mother! That’s not a good father. He choose to not be a father. Because of a baby was only wear a shirt and a diaper, but ‘according to the AMBER Alert, she was last seen in a long-sleeve blue onesie.’ Too bad, no Father’s Day celebration. But not so cool.

Leo and his father

Leo is so happy to be with his father in during earliest, earliest, earliest pre-Father’s Day celebration in so, so, so different time. It was in Christmas week vacation of 2021. And a few pictures of them together in during Labor Day week. Perfect for Father’s Day. I sent one picture of them to Leo’s father. And he thanked me. I want Leo to go with his father and his paternal-grandpa on next week Sunday Father’s Day celebration but it is bad time, not this year. Maybe next year. Well, that picture is better than nothing. It’s a beautiful picture.

And he shall turn the heart of the fathers to the children, and the heart of the children to their fathers…~Malachi 4:6

The Baby Try to Be Like a Cygnet

Leo and I went out to the doctor of the mother of my friend. While waiting for her doctor appointment, Leo needed to get out of the car and walked with me. Happened that he tried to be a cygnet. So I pulled him out of the swan pond for safety. And Leo got so mad and humiliated the patients and visitors. Cygnet…

And the swan…~Leviticus 11:18

The Neighbor’s Assumption

I am writing about what the neighbor’s assumption is. It’s very petty. As you have seen people are not interesting in understanding one another’s condition. In what condition do one another have? Special. He was assumed by the neighbor. And was put to jail. He is not worried about it because neighbor is human and is owning assumption. However, that’s how the neighbor view on political law and feeling. The feeling is not liking special people touching his property. So it’s not an assumption.

Although the point is when the neighbor does not understand what situation the people are, why does he put them to jail when touching his property isn’t serious? But the neighbor can put them to jail for weapons.

The judges are human. They can’t see what people are doing but God can. So see Matthew 7:1 says,

“Judge not, that ye be not judged.”

It’s the ignorance to think that the neighbor can judge the people, assume them who are special. God is the only one who can judge the people. Because of he sees inside of them, their mind and their heart. So how can the neighbor judge their mind and their heart? He can’t. He needs to stop owning assumption and stop judging the people. Because of God can see everything, and the neighbor should let Him take care of the special people. Imagine the neighbor work as a staff in the mental regard group home, he can get fired from that.

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I made the 7 days My Live Loi Devotional! If you want to read them, visit at:

A Dauntless Love-6/1/22

Love never fails.~1 Corinthians 13:8💙❤️

Crazy for Jesus❤️✝️-6/2/22

Jesus did many other things as well. If every one of them were written down, I suppose that even the whole world would not have room for the books that would be written.~John 21:25

My Thought & Preparation-6/3/22

The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.’~Deuteronomy 31:8

Got Buffalo!-6/4/22

Never again will they hunger;
never again will they thirst.

~Revelation 7:16

The Pentecost Day-6/5/22

“everyone who calls
on the name of the Lord will be saved.”

~Acts 2:21

Monday Kindness?-6/6/22

A generous person will prosper; whoever refreshes others will be refreshed.

~ Proverbs 11:25

Raise Your Children to Become a Respectful Adult-6/7/22

Plans fail for lack of counsel,
but with many advisors they succeed.

~Proverbs 15:22

Thank you for reading!

Raise Your Children to Become a Respectful Adult

Me in 1989
“Undisciplined children grow up to be undisciplined and disrespectful adults.”~Anonymous

Raising children is not easy but if you want your children to avoid trouble with the laws, then discipline them. You want to see them successful in being respectful to one another. A good career or a decent job to achieve their dreams.

I think being strict to your children won’t work out but with care and love, you want them to be your obedient children. I want my son to be an obedient child, too.

Plans fail for lack of counsel,
but with many advisors they succeed.~~ Proverbs 15:22

Monday Kindness?

Some yes. I am thankful for five free stay over days at my best friend’s house. It isn’t easy to deal with Buffalo. I have a bad day today. I tried to have two NFTA bus drivers take me and Leo to Buffalo Municipal Housing Authority, but they were cruel to me and I missed bus twice times. When I got Buffalo Municipal Housing Authority, the lady showed me the sign that said “moved out. Sorry for the inconvenience.” I will try again maybe Wednesday.

About NFTA bus, one helpful kind driver who took a break from driving told me the new rule. It’s so stupid. It’s not the same as before. That rule makes me feel uncomfortable and it’s not safe for my son Leo and other kids ages under 5 and infants. What rule says? It says, “You has to take your small child out of the stroller and fold it. Until you reach the destination, put your child back to seat on the stroller.” Wow! I can’t stand it!

This is why no more bus, use Lyft. But one problem is that you have to bring a toddler car seat with. I think it’s time for whoever invented stroller needs to create the newest stroller with car seat for toddlers like infant. Because of since some of us single mothers or single fathers with children have no driver’s license or no vehicle car. So this problem needs to solve.

It would be very kind, a kindness is people who are able to understand one another make easier the best. We need more kind people on earth! So sick and tired of cruelty! But I understand that with God, He give me strength to go through with the difficulties. As I have to be very patient with that. I keep faith and praying…

A generous person will prosper;    whoever refreshes others will be refreshed.
~ Proverbs 11:25