Need Peace

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Good evenin’, Readers! How was your weekend? Mine was fine. It has been one year since the Tops shooting in my hometown. Will there be peace? All of us need peace.

Since more than 2,000 years, there have never had peace. All is the war. We desire to see everyone in this planet to live a godly life in Christ Jesus. But we have faith that one day God will fix the problems. How to have peace?

Speak with healing words. Argument is not peace. It can hurt each other. As well as insults. They are no fun but hurtful very much.

People who speak the truth is very important. Betrayal is deception and it is no peace. Also, hypocrisy is fraud and it drives people crazy with no peace.

I like to work quietly like working from home. It gives me peace and happiness. I need that kind of job but it’s hard for me to find. Because of I am not qualified for that job. So… I go for surveys for additional cash flow to support my family.

I can’t stand with the lazy people. Lazy people are not a peaceful people. They can endanger the lives of others people. Just like what happened to me. I was helpless and almost got killed in the wrong place because of they were too lazy to help me.

I need to be surrounded by good kind people. Because of they are peaceful and that I need peace. By an encouraging word you can transform my day.

I pray for peace. God know that we all need peace. He hears our prayers. We continue to take the prayers. We pray for peace to prevail.

The first thing I need to do in my life when I’m seeking God’s presence and help is remove anything that is too loud. As I need a quiet space. Need peace. What about you? Do you need peace? Talk to God about it and have a sweet dreams. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

Jesus is There For Me

Good noon, Readers! Here is my mental health story.

In my life, I face a lot of difficult situations. I don’t always prepare in advance for the reality. So, it stresses me that they show up. Oh, gosh! I keep fighting against anxiety and have myself trying to be surrounded by the right people but it’s not working. So, how can I overcome with that serious situation? I keep reading the Bible and praying to the Lord. And I also am sharing that burden to Him.

Jesus gives me peace on a different level. He is with me, wherever and whenever I need Him. It’s comforting me to know that Jesus is right there to help me overcome any obstacles I have in my life. As I spend time with the Lord, I start to sense more peace—even in difficult situations…even while I keep fighting against anxiety.

When I place my confidence in the Lord, even in my circumstances, my life’s easy. I’m having peace while no one is bothering me. Jesus is walking with me through my situation. Just as I grow my faith, it helps me to rely on Jesus.

Jesus takes care of my anxiety situation because he is there for me. How do you feel about your situation? I hope you have a nice Thursday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

My Story

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Good r’sing, Readers! How are you? I’m fine. Here is my story…

I was born and raised by my biological parents (now they are divorced). My story is hated by many and that is okay. I’m a dull person and that I am accepted. Who I am is not important as I understand that many has came into my life and gotten to go. But I have Jesus in my life although I almost have so many karmas after I was an atheist little girl when I was with my cult parents. This is saddening for my severe struggles to achieve the best. Like I would have achieved state exams in my SMSD, art major in college, art career, getting married at young age, having two children and such more accomplishments. However, I understand that I am a modern-day Ecclesiastes “trying to catch the wind”. So, my story is not great about who I am. I committed suicidal thoughts of trying to disappear from the laughable evil world but instead of I keep going through the difficult times. As I know that all people are imperfect. Life is goes on.

My story is as dramatic as many are yawning. But a few of them hear it out. So what did I expect? I have to expect the unexpected situations. That’s reality. Oh, yeah. Okay so… my story, oh, Jesus. Why me? Why me? Why me? What did I do to the people? I got why it is my problem, not theirs. My loss, not theirs. That’s the truth of who I am. So, what is my coping skills? Art and poetry! I love them! They heal me. They are helpful for me to pour out my heart and express my feelings.

I am like David that crying out to his God. It is something very important for me to tell my story truthfully from my heart. I’m going to tell my story humbly. I can’t find a real love in the world, because it is only in heaven. Indeed. But those who cares about my story can be my true happiness. It’s beautiful to have a true friendship. My story should be a happy story but it is not that easy. Because of the world I live in. It’s dark and I need light so… my story, please be heard by more caring people. Lord, I ask.

So, what is my story that you see in me? I hope you have a good story to share and inspire others who have a good accord with you. Have a good hump Wednesday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

Gain Your Strength Poem

Good r’sing, Readers! Happy Friday! Are you ready for the Mothering weekend? I do. We plan to take our kids out to the playground and Mother’s Day event this weekend.

Here is my old poem that I wrote about the gift that gain your strength from 2013. The name of it is “Gain Your Strength”. It says,

Give, after crafting that I thrive 
All the purchases are tight 
So creativity, I have the activity, 
To do the making of… I write 
Gift to gain your strength 
Yeah I'm making the gift 
To gain your strength 

Surprise, here you go 
This gift gains your strength 
Yeah, it gains your strength 

Love is the gift! 
And that gain your strength 
Cos I know you love the gift.

What do you think of this poem? Have a great lovely weekend! Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

God Turns Your Weakness into Strength

Good r’sing, Readers! How are you? I am fine. My strength comes from my Savior. He takes care of me. Have you asked Someone to take your weakness away from you? If yes, you will all be more gladly that you are strong when you are weak. The power of Christ may rest upon you. Someone who is very aware of your own weaknesses, you find it encouraging that when you feel weak, you are not alone. As you put your faith in God He turns your weakness into strength.

God is your strength in times of difficulty. Being a believer of God is not easy. In fact, you are likely to face all kinds of persecutions. Sometimes you may face difficulties not because you are doing something wrong but because you are doing something right. Cry out to God for help in times of your personal difficulties. You can also cry out to God for help at times of troubles.

When we are hungry we crave food. But we have our spiritual needs and a spiritual hunger. The bread Jesus is talking about is the Word made flesh. Jesus is offering us a personal, intimate, relationship with him. It is the gift of his total person to each one of us. Faith in Jesus fills the satisfaction of your spiritual hunger for purpose, permanence and pardon.

May God turn your weakness into strength and have a blessed Thursday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

Pray For Mercy, Healing and Leadership

Good r’sing, Readers! How was your May 1st and the week? Mine was pretty good. I was busy with getting my son ready for his first day of school. He was excited to experience the new things. I’m excited for him! And I also pray for his safety in school. Have you ever cried out to the Lord for mercy? I do in many times. I read Psalm 57:1-6. It says,

“Be merciful to me, O God, be merciful to me,
for in you my soul takes refuge;
in the shadow of your wings I will take refuge,
until the destroying storms pass by.

I cry to God Most High,
to God who fulfils his purpose for me.

He will send from heaven and save me,
he will put to shame those who trample on me.
God will send forth his steadfast love and his faithfulness.

I lie down among lions
that greedily devour human prey;
their teeth are spears and arrows,
their tongues sharp swords.

Be exalted, O God, above the heavens.
Let your glory be over all the earth.

They set a net for my steps;
my soul was bowed down.
They dug a pit in my path,
but they have fallen into it themselves.”

My prayer for mercy is that God always answers. And the prayer for forgiveness through Jesus. The beautiful thing is that through his death on the cross, Jesus has made it possible for everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved. My prayer for mercy is I had fled from hypocrisy who put my and my son’s life in danger. I cried out to the Lord in the wrong children’s hospital, and God rescued us. I know that God have a purpose for my life and that I will fulfill that purpose.

In my life when I am desperate for healing. This time my prayers are always not answered. Unanswered prayer can be a difficult and painful thing for me. But sometimes God does bring me healing. As I keep fighting for my health since wrong children’s hospital.

Everything rises and falls on leadership. I pray for a church that does a well-led and flourished. And I pray for my nation that does a well-led and very prosper. We, the people of America need a good leader that does care for us. And that for the priorities of our safety in this country.

Praying for you all in the world that need more of Jesus in the sweet King Jesus. And I pray for you have a wonderful hump Wednesday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

Last Day of The Rising Children of God (Day 30)

I rise and I keep rising 🙌🏼💖

Good evenin’, Readers! Today is the last day of April. Tomorrow’s May, Mental Health Awareness and incoming Mother’s Day. So, so far, this is the last day of The Rising Children of God devotional.

I finally completed my 30 days of The Rising Children of God devotional. If you want to read these 30 devos, visit them at:

FOLLOW JESUS POEM (DAY 1)

WHAT IS MINE? (DAY 2)

FORGIVENESS AND LOVE (DAY 3)

“Whoever welcomes this little child in my name welcomes me; and whoever welcomes me welcomes the one who sent me. For it is the one who is least among you all who is the greatest.”~Luke 9:48

FIG TREE (DAY 4)

I NEED JESUS (DAY 5)

KEEP SEEKING & ASKING (DAY 6)

IS IT…? POEM (DAY 7)

SABBATICAL DAYS (DAY 8)

EASTER DAY (DAY 9)

I COULD BE MARY (DAY 10)

THE BIBLE THAT REALLY MATTERS TO ME (DAY 11)

but you give us victory over our enemies,
you put our adversaries to shame.

In God we make our boast all day long,
and we will praise your name forever.

~Psalm 44:7-8

MY INVITATION (DAY 12)

If anyone comes to me and does not hate father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters—yes, even their own life—such a person cannot be my disciple.~ Luke 14:26

KING JESUS (DAY 13)

“Anyone who has seen me has seen the Father.”~John 14:9

HOW TO LIVE YOUR LIFE OF INTEGRITY? (DAY 14)

I REMEMBER THE BIRTH OF MY SON (DAY 15)

THE PRESENCE OF GOD (DAY 16)

Consequently, you are no longer foreigners and strangers, but fellow citizens with God’s people and also members of his household, built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets, with Christ Jesus himself as the chief cornerstone. In him the whole building is joined together and rises to become a holy temple in the Lord. And in him you too are being built together to become a dwelling in which God lives by his Spirit.~Ephesians 2:19-22

FEW STEPS TO A GOD-CENTERED LIFE (DAY 17)

MY SON (18)

LIFE IS NOT FAIR POEM (DAY 19)

RESEARCH BEFORE AHEAD (DAY 20)

HELLO GOD POETIC PRAYER (DAY 21)

MY WORDS (DAY 22)

“Look at all the trees. The fig tree is a good example. When it turns green, you know that summer is very near. In the same way, when you see all these things happening, you will know that God’s kingdom is very near.

“I assure you that all these things will happen while some of the people of this time are still living. The whole world, earth and sky, will be destroyed, but my words will last forever.~Luke 21:29-33

MY CHRISTIAN PRAYER (DAY 23)

MY BIBLICAL MEME (DAY 24)

JESUS’S LOVE SUBSTITUTION FOR US SINNERS (DAY 25)

WHO’S A RIGHT RELATIONSHIP? (DAY 26)

This righteousness is given through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe.~Romans 3:22

THANKFUL FOR LIFE (DAY 27)

IT’S NOT OVER POEM (DAY 28)

THE RISING GALDEM (DAY 29)

Last Day of The Rising Children of God (in this blog post)

Thank you for reading. And I look forward to seeing May. Have a good night. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

The Rising Galdem (Day 29)

What topics do you like to discuss?

Good evenin’, Readers! How was your Saturday? Mine was fine. Today’s topic I want to discuss about the Rising Galdem. It means the group of women who believe in Jesus. Since about the mid of March I have missed my personal bible study live video session because of my health and focus on my child. I also got him to school. I try to take care of myself. As I nearly reach middle age, I am figuring out what to do with my health. I visited Asheritah Ciuciu blog for the helpful advice. I am working on my schedule for May with my prayer to the Lord.

What do I plan for the Rising Galdem? To inspire and encourage women to keep rising in the broken world. I will do this in the future. Good night. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

It’s Not Over Poem (Day 28)

Good evenin’, Readers! How was your Friyay? Mine was great! Hehe, aye! Here is my new poem. The name of it is “It’s Not Over”. It says:

My dream is not over 
Never ending my dream 
The nightmare I scream

It’s not over!
Cos life goes on
Until the sun

The sunrise is here
It’s not over 
Until nightfall 
And it’s bedtime I am going to fall

Fall asleep in my bed 
The heart is red
It’s not over 

Until the last breath 
And the death 
But until the ascension 

To see the Son
On the clouds with the sun
It’s not over 
But the remaining eternity of new life 
With my Lord

What do you think of this new poem? Have a good night. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi

Thankful For Life (Day 27)

Describe a risk you took that you do not regret.

Good evenin’, Readers! How was your Thursday? Mine was okay. Well, I am thankful for life. I sometimes wish that I save a dementia woman and so that I can drown myself in the lake before making problems worse. But I need to thank the Lord for life that He uses me for sharing the gospel with her daughter, Loraina. I am not regretting that. I thank the Lord for His Word and thus I can tell the spiritual hungers the truth about Him.

I hope you had a blessed day. Good night. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi