Good evenin’, Readers! How was your Second Sunday of Easter? Mine was okay. Very tired due to so much busy with yesterday Leo’s birthday. If you have anyone who loves you and you love them back, you have that person’s presence with you. You all have photos. You all call someone. Emails and texts are nice. Letters are nice. Zoom and FaceTime are cool ways to communicate. Yet, especially when you are moving out from your city. The TOP is the presence of God. God promises to be in the midst of you again. As Jesus and the Holy Spirit, He promises to be with you.
The presence of God is in His people who need help in during times of trouble. God is with me when I am trapped in the city that is not mine.
I studied Pentecost, the day when God’s presence came to dwell with his people through the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of Christ. God’s presence is in His people, a holy temple as Ephesians 2:19–22.
In life, you always have so much that needs to be done and it tempts you to want to be active and get on and do it. But the Lord encourages you to be still, and know God. If you are still and listening to Him, you will see in psalm that the blessings are coming and that you know the presence of God is with you.
Jesus is with you and that the kingdom of God is both now and not yet. The kingdom of God is God’s rule and reign. Jesus inaugurated the kingdom of God, preaching the Good News of the kingdom and healing the sick people, and through His death and resurrection. With the coming of Jesus and the Holy Spirit, God is present among His people. A time is coming when His presence will be visible. One day Jesus will return. This will be the Day of completion for the kingdom of God. Then everyone will see the Son of Man is like the lightning, which flashes and lights up the sky from one end to the other. As we will see Him face to face and we will be with the Lord forever. We will experience the visible presence of God forever. But right now is not yet, the people focus on eating, drinking, marrying, buying, selling, planting and building. Nothing is wrong these things. Because of they are part of regular, ordinary life. The problem is when most people do not listen to the warnings. Jesus urges you to be ready.
With that being said, I hope that you are looking forward to seeing the second coming of Jesus. Have a blessed good night. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
Good r’sin, Readers! Today I am going to share my son’s birth story. Three years ago was a horrific day for the birth of my son. I never forget what my so-called midwife did to me. She was supposed to allow me to give birth to him naturally but she picked my legs up as a way to stop me from laboring my son. I was so angry with her. I want to book her ass to jail. She needs to get fired from midwife job and rot in prison for trying to murder us for the covet of money and abusing my health insurance. A devil woman that she is! Okay, okay, to hold my breath on. Oh, my goodness. I am crying now.
Long before Leo, my son was born, the thing my memory is not easy. I would try not to remember it but it hard for me to forget. While I lived in Buffalo like trash. No home. No home? Is that the biggest problem they have with me? And, what did I do to them? I have done nothing wrong. Unfortunately, they have the biggest problem with me. It such immaturity that they want to get revenge on me. Ooh, wow! Trash me without helping me when I told them that I needed help with finding home in Buffalo after I got evicted from the Cuban landlord. They refused to help me. All they told me was to go back to work. That’s it.
Okay, this story is not easy for you to understand but I want you to hear out what I experienced as the victim of the dirty social service workers, ECMC social worker, former deaf services at WNYIL (currently AmeriCorps Member at Deaf Access Services), youth pastor and members of Freewill Baptist Church in Erie County of New York. Okay? I already know some of you are psychiatrists and believe that is anxiety. Anxiety? Oh, really? No! It is not! I won’t be that patient anymore because of some of you psychiatrists don’t care about me and how I feel. As you don’t give a dang about me. So sad that it is hard for me to find the right psychiatrist for my needs of expressing how I feel. I feel hurt. I feel helpless. I feel angry. I feel sad. These are not anxiety, my God! Oh… I try to calm down and explain my situation. Ok. So… these people who don’t want to do anything with the helpless, homeless residents. They need housing. Why is that hard for them to help people in need? Because of there are so many dirty businesspeople in Buffalo that are very lazy. Also, the mayor from NYC that is a mayor of Buffalo does the dirty job and focuses on the businesses instead of helping people. He does ignore the lazy assistant workers. Such very WOW! That is a hurtful situation for us poor Buffalo residents.
Buffalo is still violating my rights. They let my siblings forced me to move to Ocala. As my siblings’s way for me to escape my Erie County family court and NYS CPS (that’s not working cos of these authorities are still pursuing me, silly siblings). I told my brother that I had to stay in NYS for that court but he told me that he was very upset about seeing me, his pregnant older sister in the dangerous women’s shelter that DSS (social service), youth pastor, and the youngest ASL interpreter from Depew NorthPoint Church put me in. Originally the interpreter planned to pay me for a hotel room and stayed there until I find a new apartment home but youth pastor changed her plan for putting me in that shelter for free as to get away with having anyone in the shelter beat me up and almost killed my unborn Leo! That church violates the beautiful sweet Luke 10:25-37 and Matthew 25:31-46. So after incident, my brother told me that I had no choice because of no one helping me find apartment in any Erie County New York and forced me to leave my hometown for Ocala.
After I had to move in Ocala that violates my rights, my sister sent me to the wrong children’s hospital, Leo and I were almost murdered but thankfully God rescued us. Whew!
So, that’s my traumatized story I want to be HEARD! I really need my court to see this serious true statement. I originally did not want to sue my baby’s daddy, but the devil hypocrite church wanted to seek his trouble and put him in prison. And so now he has to pay me child support and while I had a job and he has none. But now he do finally have a job and me none, I stay at home with my Leo. After I got a call from unnecessary status explaining that I will receive my money but ridiculously changes to me pay. Me pay to whom? I believe that hypocrite church won the money for a great job on reporting police on Joe. It makes me angry! That church that wants me to suffer and do it for the Lord because of I am out-of-wed mother. I read the Bible explaining that it is not their job to punish me. It is the Lord’s job to punish me.
I tried to file my complaint against these evil people who trashed me out of the state. But I hope this broken-hearted statement is found by someone who is compassionate enough to understand what happened to me.
While I still live in the wrong town, Ocala I cry almost every day and I communing my Lord with question I asks, “why me?!” I wish that I never renting my first wrong Buffalo apartment whose the landlord of Cuba caused me to be the lost of home (actually I am a victim of that landlord as he violated my right of inviting my guests into my home), attending that devil hypocrite church, and now just imagine that I am not in the wrong time. I keep praying to the Lord for the right housing for us me mother and son Leo. I am wishing my Leo a happy birthday. It saddens me that his father and the paternal family are not here with him. I try to work on rising against the devils that put us down and fix the problems in Family Court. Although it is not so easy for me to fix this circumstance. I keep this in my prayers.🙏🏼😢 I hope you have a good Easter Saturday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
Good evenin’, Readers! It’s Easter Friday. How do you feel about today? I’m fine. Have you ever watched the movie called “Titanic”? I did. The Canadian director, James Cameron describes the Titanic as a “metaphor of life”. It’s a sad truth! We are all living on the Titanic. As many of us people make the Titanic mistake. I thought I could divide my life into different compartments and that what I do in one will not affect the rest. But Pastor Rick Warren says, “A life of integrity is one that is not divided into compartments.” David prayed for an undivided heart. He led the people with integrity of heart. Supremely, Jesus was a man of integrity. How can we avoid the Titanic mistake and live lives of integrity?
Don’t visit to a person who is unruly and dangerous. Do you want to have a life of integrity in relationships, right? Read Proverbs 9:13-18 and don’t let that person lead you to a total deception. You will have life and peace if you set your mind governed by the Spirit.
Money, do you use it or love it? I use money for bills and what I need. I don’t love money. I wish everything in the world is free. But reality is no. Nothing in the world is free. We all have to pay for what to use like roof over the head, water to use for showers, electricity for drying hair, and anything else that we need to use for. Some people avoid paying the rent. How? Build the tiny home or set up the tent for free. It is kind of like living a frugal life.
The sad truth is that we live in the world where there are so many dishonest businessmen. As I wrote my 2016 Disrespect poetic album based on my terrible experience of being a victim of Canadian scammer. I learned my lesson from this circumstance when using the money, never trust anyone who claims as an imposter. I need to be more careful with that. I trust God more than money because money is temporary.
What is your lifestyle? My lifestyle is based on who I am. I am a spiritual mother and a follower of Christ. My parenting skills are not easy for me but I learned a lot from Early Steps techniques. I also read the book of Proverbs. It is about wisdom, family life, friendship, etc. It helps me to understand how to be a fitting mother to my Leo.
I am a considerate neighbor. As I never convict crime and never went to jail. I respect the neighbors. My consideration is to be shown to my neighbors. It is not enough for me to do no harm to my neighbors. I positively do them good. Ignoring those in need is wrong. But in Buffalo, they tell the needy people to go to work. They ignore them. That is very cruel wrong. The American law should do a duty of care towards our neighbor. Yes, to ensure that your property (home, car, bike and so on) is safe and not likely to cause harm to your neighbor.
With that being said, keep the law and be thankful for Jesus to become a curse for you on the cross. He hung on the tree and took God’s curse upon Himself for us so that we can be redeemed, set free and receive the promise of the Spirit to enable us to begin to lead lives of complete integrity. Have a good night. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
Good evenin’, Readers! As of yesterday beautiful nice invitation, some of the people have asked what God is like. A six-year-old girl in school drew a picture of God. Her teacher asked, “What are you drawing?” The little girl answered, “I am drawing a picture of God.” The teacher was surprised and said, “But nobody knows what God looks like!” The little girl carried on drawing and replied, ‘“They will in a minute.” Since reading the Bible, we get a rounded picture of the nature and character of God, and a greater understanding of what He is like.
The scripture Psalm 45:1-9 is a prophetic description of Jesus. Jesus is being addressed as “God” – as a real object of worship. Jesus is the fulfilment of the expected anointed King, known as the Messiah. Jesus fulfils these prophecies. Jesus said in John 14:9, “Anyone who has seen me has seen the Father.” In that verse, if you want to know what God is like, look at Jesus. King Jesus is anointed with grace. Look at Psalm 45:7 about the hints of the whole Trinity. Also see Isaiah 61:1,3.
You may have messed up in your life, whatever your regrets, it is never too late to turn to King Jesus. He will accept you and embrace you as a loving father embraces his lost child. You are like a sheep that is cared by a shepherd. King Jesus cares desperately about your lost. If you lose anything that is valued to you, you will remember your joy when you found anything you lost. Jesus says that the joy is compared to the joy of heaven. The story of you as the lost sheep shows that more joy in heaven over your rescued life than over 99 good people in no need of rescue.
King Jesus gives us another astonishing story about a loving father. Let’s look at Luke 15:11-32. The younger son requests his inheritance while the father is still alive and in good health. The father gives his son the freedom to sell his portion of the estate. The son turned it into cash. Then he set off and left the town as quickly as possible. So many people today, myself included (kind of) have experienced this scripture. What this younger son realized while he was away from his father is that he was wasting his life.
So, turning to King Jesus after you experienced the disaster of your life you decided to swallow your pride and came back to Him again. You knew what your confession was and was prepared to confess your sin. So pray to the Lord and ask Him for forgiveness. He will forgive your sin.
And, I hope you will keep following King Jesus and have a good night. Light and love ❤️💖, Loi
Good evenin’, Readers! How are you? I am good. I want to share the beautiful kindness from today’s devotional with you all. Since I received some some invitations from various people like weddings, baby showers, school events, church events, etc. I appreciate the kindness matters. Thank you for inviting me to…Well, who is the invitation from?
Jesus is King. I got my invitation from Him. Through His beautiful Words, the Holy Bible. Many blessings that He promised to give me. I read and I pray. I do these things in the morning and in the evening. As it is the Worship time.
I read Luke 14:15-35. God’s Kingdom is a feasting party. Jesus is the host of this party. He invites you to experience the lavish hospitality and love of God. The spiritual food that Jesus provides satisfies your knowledge. And it satisfies your spiritual hunger for meaning and purpose in life, for forgiveness and for life beyond death. The drink at the banquet satisfies the spiritual thirst in you. But sadly, many people rejected this invitation. They viewed as to why they should not come. Don’t they feel thankful for that kindness? Hmm, it is interesting to analyze such a pathetic excuse to why they don’t want to come. I am thankful for the invitation and for getting to know Jesus. Yes, I am willing to follow Him and doing what He says in verse 26. Because of Jesus must be my number one priority in my life above my family and my own life.
With that beautiful being said, don’t miss out on all that Jesus has made possible for you. Accept His invitation to the feasting party of God’s Kingdom. And invite others to it as well as you accept this beautiful invitation. I hope you enjoyed your good hump Wednesday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
If you could be a character from a book or film, who would you be? Why?
Good evenin’, Readers! I could be Mary, why? Because of I am a child of God. I just started a new plan of reading Child of God. What is today devotional for this plan? The titles of who I am. Like a daughter, a sister, a mom, a homemaker, a housekeeper, a teacher, you name it. What is the top role of a title? I’m a daughter of God. I’m reading God’s Word, applying all the scriptures and sharing the gospel with the world. But sometimes it is not easy for me when I’m in the world where it’s vulnerable to my thoughts and actions. So, I pray to the Lord for forgiveness. It’s important to pray. I could be Mary when I am free from the unchristian home and spend my time with the Lord all day. But I do understand that there is balance of spiritual and physical time. Like business and personal are separate entities. It’s true.
On post-Easter Monday, pray for growing Wisdom and hope you have a blessed week. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
Good evenin’, Readers! Happy Resurrection Day! Happy Easter Day! How was your Sunday? Mine was some good time. But not going anywhere except staying at home with my son and watching Easter video.
I hope you enjoyed your Easter Day and good night. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
Sabbatical days. I would rather be working-free and doing what I love. And good r’sin, Readers! Today is Holy Saturday. I need to get rested for tomorrow Easter Day. But I have to clean the house because I live in an unchristian home. And that’s not easy for me. I wish that I could live in my own house with renting-free. However, we live in the world of where there is the separation of the church and the state. That is a sad truth. This early morning I read today’s devotional about Holy Saturday for sharing the gospel with the world. I need to do that today after I finish cleaning the house.
I pray for you all to continue to remember Jesus and hope you have a blessed Holy Saturday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
Good evenin’, Readers! Today is It Is Finished, Good Friday. We are so thankful for our loving Jesus had died for us and forgive us. The Easter story is about love and forgiveness rather than revenge.
The Roman guards and the cruel crowds we’re treating Jesus terribly. But Jesus is not desperate to retaliate against them. He made the plea to Father: “Forgive them. For they don’t know what they are doing.”
Here is my newest poem about how to move on from the disappointments I got. Because of theses are finished. The name of it is “Is it…?” Let read it:
Is it hard to move on? Or is it finished? I want to finish… with all the disappointments I got I want theses to diminish
Cause I’ve having enough with the pain Yes, it is But what about you? Is it hard to move on? Or is it finished? If with all the disappointments you’ve got You want theses to diminish
The peace we need It must go exceed… Our expectations, at least for us
Disappointment? As of now, it is finished It all goes to diminish
What do you think of this newest poem? I hope you had a blessed Good Friday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
Good evenin’, Readers! Today is Maundy Thursday. As of yesterday I was sharing my broken story about betrayal and unhelpful. Now today I have to share the other story about seeking and asking. This is a true burdensome story.
You may think that my burden is lightening you up but in reality, you have to keep seeking and asking. That’s what I experienced in Buffalo and in Rochester. No one is helping you. All they do is to trash you as to light them up as an actual laziness. How do you feel about that situation? Frustrated and angry, yes. Don’t let that burden weigh you down. You have to have your body functioning and motivating to do anything and go.
If you persistently seek God and have Him in your life, pray for what you need. And then God will promise to give you what you need. Read Proverbs 8:32-36. What you are doing each day as you open your Bible and seek to hear from God. Each day you watch at His door and wait at His portal. This is the way you receive favor from the Lord. It is so important for you to get it. As the wisdom of the book of Proverbs foreshadows Christ, who is the wisdom of God. It is a matter of learning from the source of wisdom Himself.
I read Luke 11:5-11 and I learned from Jesus encourages me not to be put off easily. He tells a story to show the power of persistence in even imperfect human relationships. He then goes on to explain how persistence is just as important in relationship with God. I keep seeking and asking until I find something I need.
As a single mother, I have to do anything. Like go to work, earn money and build a good credit for housing as to support my child. And if he asks for a dog, I would not give him a snake. No, I’m not treating my child like that. If I would not treat my child like that, it is inconceivable that God would treat me like that. God will not let you down when you need something.
With that being said, don’t give up on seeking and asking for what you need. I hope you had a blessed Maundy Thursday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi
