Life, Experience
“I will not stand by and have everything that is mine taken from me. I’m going back.”~Uhtred of Bebbanburg
I have lost everything and I tried to go back. But I’m not going to give up because of it should belong to mine. The people have no right to take what is mine. Indeed!
“You shall not covet your neighbor’s house. You shall not covet your neighbor’s wife, or his male or female servant, his ox or donkey, or anything that belongs to your neighbor.”~Exodus 20:17
There are many stories about how conflict the enemy is! What component do I need to discuss with you? Here is my story experience:
The cause of confusion is made by manipulation. Everything research and answer cannot be found. For example, if you believe that saving is wrong, you are conflicting with the biblical verses. Because of saving is for the need of future emergency. My saving is my business. Your saving is your business. So why do you tell me that saving is wrong? I means come on…I can’t sleep because of I still get confuse and not understand.
That’s my story. I am against conflicts. Because of it’s not so cool.
What causes fights and quarrels among you? Don’t they come from your desires that battle within you? You desire but do not have, so you kill. You covet but you cannot get what you want, so you quarrel and fight. You do not have because you do not ask God.~James 4:1-2
Depression is hurt
Escape from depression is impossible
Pain occurs
Reading the harsh comments makes me feel depressed
Earth is going on
Schedule messed up
Scroll down the negative thing that I try
I feel hurt and angry
On why can’t I be happy?
Need to be peace, come on
I fight against depression, I still do
Because of my son needs me, yeah
For his anger lasts only a moment,
but his favor lasts a lifetime;
weeping may stay for the night,
but rejoicing comes in the morning.~Psalm 30:5
“We should all be concerned about the future because we will have to spend the rest of our lives there.”~Anonymous
Some group says, “You have a future.” But the question is, do you have a future? You don’t expect a future. Because of your future can be destroyed while you are in the group that can interfere your plan for the future. They want you to follow the steps of their future which upset you. But you are strong, because you can build your confidence. You have a dream. Don’t let anyone stop your dream. They should have going away. You made your own plan for the future and you want to achieve it. So must your time of success to come! Also, you have a life. You can make it. Like you are existing in having a career, a nice house, a nice car, a spouse and, have children together. It’s your life! They should show respect to you.
I have other good question to consider. Is future for individual or the group? Listen up to what the society said about what to do for the future, “…depends on how you view it and plan for it.” Do you see that “you”? It does not say “our organization.” I don’t get how the society’s system works. Why should individuality keep following the steps of the group’s future? They should have going away. Today group is forgetting about the old sayings, “You have a future” and “depends on how you view it and plan for it” causes individuality to feel disgraced. That’s not right! Everyone’s own the future is right. But follow the group’s future? Oh, please.
Commit to the Lord whatever you do,
and he will establish your plans.~Proverbs 16:3
The truth is, Halloween can be fun because of wearing the costume and craving the pumpkin’s face as the art of Jack-o’ Lantern. The word “Halloween” comes from All Hallows’ Eve” which means “hallowed evening”. The origin of Halloween was Samhain, the pagan festival. But it does not make a pagan holiday. It can be a Christian holiday. Because most of the traditions we associate with Halloween are medieval or early modern in their origin — not “pagan.” For more information, visit https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/acts-of-faith/wp/2016/10/28/guess-what-halloween-is-more-christian-than-pagan/.
What will my son and I wear costumes for Halloween on 31st of this month? Look forward to celebrating it.
I showed a requested paper to…
Neglected and said,
“Chase doesn’t understand what CAD means. You have to say full as Canadian money.”
Damn! I’m lost
And she’s a winnin’ b*tch
She always poisoned my finance
She has a sick mind which though does not have to care about people who have no money
This means that she is not a woman to pay herself
Plus, she asks the poor people for money
Total nonsense to that mentality
God! I have no idea of what wrong with her
Here are the excerpts from The Last Kingdom series:
Heavenly Father, receive Your servant Uhtred into the holy kind of saints and into the ranks of the most bright angels. Let Your holy waters cleanse him and make him worthy of Your blessing. Make him Your instrument and Your rod. Let him realize the significance of the written word so that he may learn of Your glory and, in turn, may spread Your word. Let him grow in wisdom and in respect, so he may lead in a godly manner…Amen
Welcome to the Christian world.
Dear God of infinite mercy, not this! Lift up Your sword and spare these men of England who fight in Your name. Let the heathens’ hearts crumble and wither. Restore Your power upon these men of England, so they can glorify Your name with the blood of the devils. Have mercy now, lord. Do not forsake us, do not forsake England.
For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war according to the flesh. For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds, casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ,~2 Corinthians 10:3-5
Our ancestors took this land, and it has been strengthened with our blood and bone.~the father of Uhtred of Bebbanburg
Bail, not yet, but to keep fighting for life
Look at the approaching inmates
Oh, they are ready to fight with you
Ouch! Punch your face!
Do karate like you watch Cobra Kai TV show
Anytime you are ready for fight
Need to be defensive for yourself
Do karate like you watch Cobra Kai TV show
Bail out to free land after fighting for life
Oh, gladness is freedom but be good
No more going back to jail again
Ever, ever, ever again!
For you want your descendants to live in your land, and to strengthen with your blood and bone.
Look at my hands and my feet. It is I myself! Touch me and see; a ghost does not have flesh and bones, as you see I have.~Luke 24:39
Anonymous is safe. But with description, it can be known.
A friend is not just a friend. But a friend who is a friend. A friend is with a friend that do not need to share the name with other people who a friend does not like, or dislike about word or action. With a friend that share the name with other people is not a friend. It’s a big mouth! How do I feel? I feel mad and valueless. It’s sound like she betrays me. She does not keep my name secrets. I wonder if she thinks she is my friend, but share my feeling about that I dislike in another person’s word? Is she my friend? Hm.
A gossip betrays a confidence,
but a trustworthy person keeps a secret.~Proverbs 11:13
Last April I watched Grey’s Anatomy season 11 episode 11. I picked a part of how the intern doctor, Stephanie Edwards feel hurt by the one she loved. She came to the hospital’s chapel with her friend, Jo, also the intern doctor and took a breath. She expressed her broken-heart feeling to Jo. Here is a conversation below:
Stephanie: I found it first –
Their baby’s problem.
Jo: I know, but that isn’t –
Stephanie: I wished horrible things for them, Jo. Jackson left me for her, and I wished them misery and fights and breakups. I mean, I’d see them sitting together in the cafeteria, and I’d wish them food poisoning. Then I found this.
Jo: You would never have wished them this. You know that.
If you hadn’t have found it, somebody else would have. It wouldn’t have changed anything. It’s not on you. If anything, it just means that you’re a good doctor.
Jo’s advice touching my broken heart about how I feel betrayed by my enemy and her hypocrite church. I focus on my enemy. She’s a mother of three boys and married to assistant pastor. Her third baby a boy was recently born in my hometown on the end of September 2021. Before he was born, I was hoping on the day he born, he and his mother die in the children’s hospital. Why did I say that? Because of what his mother did to me was the devil’s work that she did not allow the Lord to punish me but she allowed my sister to send me to the wrong children’s hospital. My son and I were almost murdered. I now have a health problem, still fighting for healing and I wished my enemy and her baby died. But now I got the point to what the doctor said. ‘It wouldn’t changed my enemy.’ Of course, my enemy does not change but I pray for her. I asked the Lord to forgive her. I try to forgive her but it’s really hard to forgive because she is my mere killer. Lucky that my son and I survived in that wrong hospital. And I should thanks the Lord for saving our life. Life is short for not getting along. I need to improve my spiritual life and my journey to get healing from my trauma with the church pain.
Do not gloat when your enemy falls;
when they stumble, do not let your heart rejoice~Proverbs 24:17
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