
I was in my hometown visiting my baby’s father. While we were dating and almost engaged to get married. He took me to the nature park. And we were walking and walking through by observing the beautiful nature.
He offered me to walk on the lying tree bark and keep walking straight as to keep me from falling down.
This called balance. Walking straight requires a mindfulness skill: you need to look straight, not look down. With taking a breather, you keep walking straight to keep you from falling down. So you focus on this new skill, and when your concentration blocks you from keeping your talent, you experience depression of not getting the rewards and you feel like you want to give up. Keep practicing this skill until you make the rewards.
In many ways, our spiritual lives we reflect on learning the balance: move unsteadily from side to side through much of life leaning back on our own understandings because we believe in the illusion of control that is not from God. And so we quickly fall down!
Proverbs 3:5-6 is the key verse for our Christian faith: Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.
We feel free to lean on the Lord. We were never meant to do our own understandings. We learn that from Genesis that God created us to lean on Him. After Eve choose to listen to the serpent that tricked her to understand on her own. Its reminds us we need to keep clinging on the Lord.
I clung to my baby’s father’s hand as he whispered, “Trust me. I got you. Don’t let go. Keep walking straight.” Little did I know that God would continue to use him through the tumultuous years to come, his hand holding mine as supposedly to be a husband and wife, and a shared parenting to our son, would be a beautiful picture of God’s own pursuing and protective love but in the wrong time. We keep faith in God that one day we will bring back together for the sake of our child.
Anyways, hear God’s words spoken to you today: Trust me. I got you. Don’t let go. Keep walking straight.
Yes, Lord, I trust YOU. Amen.🙏🏼💗








