Life, Experience
I’m back to blogging again after two turbulent weeks. Recently Friday I moved to Florida from New York in order to gain support from my family. And that is a better decision for me and my baby.
This week have got me busy for setting up my new life in the sunshine state. And I’m going to return to keep writing letters to my baby.
Hi All!
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Regards,
Loiriam
I watched “Traces of Love”. This movie is about after the death of Hyun-woo’s fiancée, Min-joo still grieving him, Hyun-woo received a travel journal of her explains about the places that she had done visiting. With the aid of a young woman who works at the café helping Hyun-woo out what had happened to Min-joo before the rescue. Min-joo asked her if she like to travel and so that young café worker do.
There is very interesting quote that I want to share with you about travel. The quote from “Traces of Love” movie is “…travel give you strength.” I think that the meaning of this quote is that when you leave home and travel alone or with family or with friends, your mind and your body are building up power and energy. Stress makes you feel painful and pressure and that give you difficult times to deal with your work environment, school study, unkind people, money problem, etc. you don’t want stress to happen to you. You want to be happy. Life is short when you feel stress, stay calm and breathe. Go out from your home, walk, and look at the fact. What do you see? The fact is not from the thought. It is from the sight. The thought is what you are thinking and so daydreaming, too. Sometimes dream do come true but you have to accept where you are right now, the reality. So work hard and reach your success. And, very interesting about the travel give you compare to the feeling. When you had choose the wrong friendship, you feel grieve and it will take you to keep traveling until you feel grace. It is okay for you to cry about what had happened, but you will feel better and move on. Travel is the best therapy and that can cure your depression and clear your mind of stress and that can help you to enjoy your explore of the nature, places, and perhaps future traveling around the world. With the travel journal, that is such best communication you can tell it from what you have experience in the world. You are not alone because the journal is your best friend, you can write about your travel experience.
I need to share the poor people’s story experience about little or no money. I read Deuteronomy 15:7-11. This scripture is about the poor people who don’t have enough money to survive. Helping the poor people in need is blessing. This scripture reminds me that I am grateful for people who feel compassion for me and understand my financial situation. I provoke at other people who view me as part-time employed and poor anemic woman does not matter. Their theory about money is that I must work full-time job and more than 40 hours despite my sickness. As that shows they have no compassion for me. This is an authentic cruelty. They treat me like I’m a wild animal. For example, homelessness. I do not deserve it. I understand that I have to have money for home. But as anemic pregnant woman, I do not belong to physical work. But working from home is necessary and that help me relax.
Other story experience about same thing with little or no money. When I was in cult…, I relied on governmental assistance. So what they did to me does not interest me in helping them as to be honest fair. I was pressured to help them while they work, they have money and I don’t work but receive the welfare paycheck and that I can get easily quick overdraft fees and become poor. That is truly yes. If you have a good paid job and you work, it pay you more and solve your money problem. But other people who have money do ask me for money while I’m poor does not make sense.
Sadly, they do not apply the Bible verses Deuteronomy 15:7-11 about showing compassion for the poor people. As I cried out, “Help me! Don’t let me pay anything that I only have so little money. Be caring for not wanting to see me suffer for no money.” But sadly, I do feel disgusting about their senseless view. I mean better off enough. Time for compassion towards one another in need, be mature and stop complain about the poor people. Be understood with how the poor people feel. Avoid handouts is like you don’t really want to help the poor people in need. And that shows how pathetic and selfish you are. God don’t bless you. Do what He wants as what does Matthew chapter 25 verses 34 to 46 says. Be supportive to the poor people who need help with finding a place to live, feeding them food, and clothing them the clothes.
I love to write. Writing is the key.
I have been writing since I was a little girl. After I took English class in my old public school in 1991, it inspired me to write more.
The letter I write to my family and friends. I love to write letter and send it to someone I know. This was the good old time. Now technology is different. What? E-mail. Message box. Then busy, no time to write letter. But writing letter is still be in my heart.
The story I write… I have a creative mind to tell the story. I write the story that I create on my composition book/journal book. I love to write the story and will share it with the world. I can make a book of story, publish and distribute it to the world.
The poetry I write… I’ve been writing poetry since 2002 after I studied the Scholastic poetry book called How to Write Poetry by Paul Janeczko. I also read some of the music lyrics. Poetry is inspired. I’d love to publish my poetry poetry and poetic albums and distribute them to the world.
I write diary/journal. I keep writing what from my mind. When I started to write dialogue journal with my old teacher, it inspired me to keep journal. And I also studied the diary of Anne Frank in my English class, it inspired me to keep diary, too.
I love to write and I never want to stop writing.
Here is my lovely message for you all:
Most people like the flower. Rose is a special flower for the loved ones.
Each lovely community is like a body that shows harmony. What attitude do it looks like? Love your brothers and your sisters no matter if they hurt your feeling. The question is: Is that okay for you to make the new friends and forget your old friends who always insult you as solution? Each of you has a right to decide.
Jesus says, Love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another.~John 13:34
Solving the problem instead of argument is important. So make the peace between you and your friend.
1 John 4:11 describes “God is love.” This scripture means we must love one another.
Obsessing about those who insult you and want to revenge those won’t help you. So forget those who hurt your feeling and forgive those.
In your lovely community, the best way to show love is to agree with your brothers and sisters. That way have no argument.
And the ❤️lovely scripture❤️ 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 ❤️ describes “Love is…❤️”:
❤️Love is patient and kind.❤️
‘People needs clothes and food’ means ‘be kind to give what they need.’ Support those who feel depressed, confused and struggled. Because of that is love and kind. Also, patient is encouraging to be positive. No matter where you live, you show love to your family, your friends, your classmates, your schoolmates, your teachers, your principal, your co-workers, and your boss. Be patient, acceptable and willing to listen to those who feel mad.
❤️Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and it is not proud.❤️
Businessman who show proud of his success and makes others feel jealous is called himself a hater. Different from Love. Love is applause for the businessman who he achieves his business. When a man or woman is taken, respect his girlfriend or her boyfriend. Do not make his girlfriend or her boyfriend jealous at you by stealing her or his heart. Just respect and show love to her or him.
❤️Love is not rude, it is not selfish, and it cannot be made angry easily. Love does not remember wrongs done against it.❤️
When you go to the sale stores like Walmart, Best Buy, Target, etc. on Black Friday, you will know how to not be rude and selfish. If you have time, then don’t blame those who have no time for staying in a long line. Be willing to share the half of your time and that person’s time. Forget those who did wrong to you because of that is love.
❤️Love is never happy when others do wrong, but it is always happy with the truth.❤️
You cannot stand with those who practice the evil thing. Like kids in your school bully you and you cannot stand with their action. Also, love require to tell the truth. Speaking lie is not showing love.
❤️Love never gives up on people. It never stops trusting, never loses hope, and never quits.❤️
Continue to support the people, telling them that you love them. But if they blah at you, do not give up your hope and your love for them. ❤️ily❤️
1 John 3:18 is beautifully explains that love is not just word, but action shows love. And that proves Love is.❤️ So be actively showing ❤️ to your brothers and your sisters from your lovely community. And forgive their mistake of hurting your feeling. Remember patience is virtue.
I hope you have a lovely day. Tomorrow is the new day.🙂❤️, Loi
As you have known that I don’t share my love personal life. But I can’t keep hiding myself from you. I announce you that I am 6 months pregnant for the first time. And my baby is on the way to due date in April. The gender of my baby is boy. As when the baby boy born, I will become the first time mom. And I will need to leave job and spend more time with him.
The two reasons why I need to spend more time with my son:
1.) I do not trust the daycare. As you have seen or heard the news about what happened to the innocent babies and little children at the daycare.
2.) Everything authorities such like governments, politicians, soldiers, police officers, judges, etc. the court fees will increase compares to now. I want what best for my son. He can follow the laws and avoid spending jail/prison times.
These are the good reasons my son can become a better person in the future.
About school, um… It can be scary when it comes to the bullying. I am going to teach my son the value of one another. Such as showing respect to the people. An adult has experience and that the kids are required to show respect. I have heard the new law about bullying, if the kids are bullying to one innocent kid, then their parents will get arrested. This is very serious. It’s not funny. Because of the bullying can harm one another. Sadly it can be happened to everywhere like school, work, restaurant, etc. since Bible times in 2 Kings 2:23-24. That scripture explains ‘They mocked #Elisha, and called him baldhead. Curse the bullying in the name of #theLord. And the two female bears came out of the woods and mauled 42 of the youths.’ Everyone deserves respect! So to dear parents, you want to do what best for your children. Me, too. I want what best for my son and that he deserves his future.
I’m Serious
Written by Live Loi in 2009, 2016
Look, it’s no fun for you to hurt me
But you want to see me suffer
Fine with me but,
I’m serious
I don’t want to be the daily pain
Because of I am so easy hurt
Leave me alone, okay?
I’m serious
If you are a cruel person that does to me,
Then I’m easy whining
Is that what you prefer to see me suffer?
Well, that is your worldly thinking
But you still don’t get me
I’m serious
I describe my feeling to you
Yes, I’m serious.
Against the Poverty
Written by Live Loi in 2009, 2016
Live Loi:
Yeah
All people in other countries
Have food, few clothes
I can fight against the poverty
(Huh?)
Yes, I can do it
(Well)
(Let go out to shopping)
(Hey, are you coming?)
No, I don’t have money to go
(But, I can help you pay)
Are you sure? Are you a wealthy?
(Yes, I am)
I don’t believe you, you’re greedy
(No, I’m not)
Liar!
(Want prove? Then prove it!)
Blah!
People who are rich
And are careless can never help me
Who are they? Scammers!
Their goal is to see the innocent customers become a poor
I am against Famous Poet Society,
Against Dorrance Publishing Co,
Against Poetry.com,
Against Club Freedom biz
Cause they have done terrible things to me
But more worse is Club Freedom biz, ooh
I wish my money is back
But oh, well
But why not government stop the scammers?
People need happiness with all their life
However, I don’t have to worry
My God will provides me of what I need
And He will help me prevent against the poverty if I pray Him daily
Against the poverty!
(You don’t believe me, poor you, ha-ha!)
(Aahh, don’t arrest me!)
{You are under the arrest}
{And you have a right to remain silent}
Bye, bye
Thanks Jesus!
You save my life!
In the bright future,
There will be no more poverty
And all we have will be so happy
Forever!
Happily ever
After this bogus system.
I Wish
Written by Live Loi in 2009, 2016
I wish I should have not listening to my false friend
Because he used me for money
He will be the next to destroy his life
I wish him show me his kindness
But he is evil
His heart is black
And so I avoid him.
A Contest
Written by Live Loi
in 2009, 2016
I write a poem,
that make me feel better
And when I post a poem,
everyone can vote
“I love her poem!”
“Her poem is the best!”
They vote my poem
I don’t vote my poem by myself
So why do a dishonest poet vote his poem by himself?
If he vote his own poem,
It is impossible for him to win his poem by himself
A contest is a struggle to win
A contest is not a cheater
A dishonest poet not know what contest is
To win the game is like to pass the test
I write a poem
And I want to enter a contest
To see if I win or lose
If I lose, then I accept retry later
If I win, then I thank you
You are unnecessary to complain if you are not a winner
If you complain, that is like a little kid who is greedy
Only if you want to enter a contest,
You are trying your best to win
Don’t be selfish; do not force people to vote your poem
Be patient, if you win a poem, says “Thank you”
This show that you are proud to be a winner
And so people will congratulate you on winning your poem
True Blue
Written by Live Loi in 2009
Money is a true blue
Many people want to steal other people’s money
And not take a serious consideration to pay others.
Stop the Scammer
Written by Live Loi in 2009, 2016
When you visit the website,
You can see if it is real or not
But when you see something is not real, you are free from that site
Scam is rot!
Be careful, never use your credit card online that is a scam
Community is okay
If teen want to apply for college, go ahead
But be careful; it can be the scam
Identity Theft is a horrific day
And he is the daily pain
If you suspect someone who is a scammer,
Then you have no right to let the scammer charge away from your
money,
And report FTC or cop right away
So that it can stop the scammer.
Almost four years ago I started to revise my poetic album “Disrespect”. Originally I started to create Disrespect in 2009 after I had a bad story experience about my false friend who he offered me a scam travel business called “Club Freedom”. I introduced my fans to this poetic album. This album is based on someone offer me scam and is disrespecting me. It’s sucks to see money is all gone. And that makes me learn a lesson is to say No to the scam offerings.
This poetic album is related to not only my tragic experience, but to everyone who are victim of scammers. I wrote this for you all. It helps you to know what the financial situation is, and you have a right to say No to the scam offerings. There are 12 lyrical poems on this album. You can read these poems at anytime. And I’d appreciated if you leave a comment. Thank you.
I also made the five videos for Disrespect in ASL. But I still have one more video to go. I will make it when I have time.
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