I Am Free!

Me in July of 2015

I live in United States of America. I went to school and I studied American history. America was established freedom, but British was not. Because of British used the Bible to follow, not the opinions to follow. The Bible is the source of truth, the standard for meaningful life, the revelation of Jesus Christ, the key to true freedom and liberty, and true food for man’s soul. The question is, what is a true freedom? Faith in God through the Christ. I firmly believe that. Not the doctrines of men who don’t teach what Jesus teach. So the men who basically believe what to believe rather than proof. I am free to resist the teaching of whoever does not apply the scripture Matthew 23:8-11. Jesus tells us Christians to follow a man who teach what Jesus teach.

Why do I celebrate freedom? The reason is the truth set me free. As it is the standard of God that allows us Christians to enjoy living in a free country.

Indeed, this is a positive attitude. I read and examined every whole chapter of the Bible. There is nothing wrong with being a part of 4th of July’s celebration. As I picked the word “honor”. The word “honor” does not mean you don’t involve but get involved. God had established the kingdom and allowed the men to rule the world so that mean we Christians should honor the government, not just being neutralized. Read 2 Samuel 7:12-14. America does give me freedom and so I should thank. Do I want to enjoy living the freedom? Yes, I do. Because Jesus did help the centurion’s client based on Matthew 8:5-17. That scripture is part of the national activity. It is not neutrality. It is the truth. What I think is that, the neutrality may not be helpful to the presidential country needs.

Story About Jews Suffered From Nazis Persecuted Them

Florida Holocaust Museum in 2014

I went to Florida Holocaust Museum. And I heard the story of the Jews suffered from Nazis persecuted them. I learned four things that my old school have never taught me:

1) One hundred Jewish people were in the cold brown wooded train and stayed there for three days. They had no food, no water and no bathroom to survive. Some survive but mostly, the Jewish people died from that train. And the ring outside the train was found.

2) The Jews had to drink pee from the bathroom in a cup because of no water. Oh, my God! I can’t imagine my time of how I survived by drinking pee. Oh, wow! How cruel the Holocaust time was! 

3) I found so strong lie to the Jewish moms and her babies and children. On what false statement do Nazis soldiers made to them? Go to the shower for water that keep them clean, but really the Nazis soldiers poisoned the moms, babies and children. It was so horrible!

4) Adolf Hitler viewed the disabled people as suffering and was better off to kill them to die. Excuse me! How discrimination Hitler was! 

We cannot know what the future will be like. Maybe persecution and less freedom or no freedom will happen to my belief and everyone’s belief. So we need to keep faith in God because of it is very important. If no faith, then we cannot receive the reward from God’s Kingdom. So most important is to keep faith. Keeping faith is virtue! Stay strong, my Christian fellowship!

One man who told us the story about Jews suffered during Holocaust time is a museum tourist and true storyteller. He was born on January 1945 in Germany. He was a precious baby Jewish boy who needed to be safe from Nazis. He was finally did in Catholic Church, hiding him by priest. He had successfully emigrated to here America. And he is happy to live here and have a good life. Unfortunately, the others innocent Jewish children could not make it move here because of they were denied by American government. But they were accepted by British government. I am wonder why America did not accept the Jewish children. I need to learn more about that situation.

The Blue Rough Fashion

Blue Rough T-Shirt -Worthington
Black Blue Jean – Rue21
Teal Ties Gray Fila – JcPenney

After museum, I went ahead to home and I shared some general information about what I learned in museum with my mother.

I Made a Strawberry Shortcake

Purple sweater-Unknown
Purple Lovesick Pant – Hot Topic
Teal Ties Gray Fila Sneakers – JcPenny

In 2015, I went to Strawberry Festival in Plant City and I finally made it with my family. It was better, and I enjoyed spending time with my family. This year is not normal for Strawberry Festival. But hopefully next year will be better for that festival.

Okay, um…oh, I made strawberry shortcake. It tastes divinely yummy! Here is a picture of it.

Here is a recipe of strawberry shortcakes that I adapted little bit from Bisquick box. Because of 4 cups of sliced fresh strawberries are too much for 6 spoonfuls of dough.

2 cups sliced fresh strawberries

½ cup sugar

2 ½ cups Original Bisquick mix

½ cup milk 

3 Tbsp. sugar 

3 Tbsp. butter, melted 

Add to frozen whip cream after making and mixing strawberries in ½ cup sugar and baking biscuit at the oven. I set the heat oven to 425-degree F.

Stir Bisquick mix, milk, 3 Tbsp. sugar and the butter until soft dough forms. Drop by 6 spoonfuls onto ungreased cookie sheet.  

Bake 10-12 minutes or until golden brown. Split warm shortcakes; fill and top with strawberries and whip cream.

After I made and baked only 6 strawberry shortcakes, these are now serving-:) Well, if I live with like 10 people in a nice big house, I can make 20 strawberry shortcakes!-: D, he he. Oh, how heavenly I love biting the strawberry shortcakes! ❤️🍓

If you have drooling with, and desiring to bite the strawberry shortcakes, help yourself.

Blog Interview

Full-time mommy to my baby

One part of the celebrations going on is blog interview.

Here are the questions that I answer.

1. Which is easier to raise? boys or girls?

I just got a baby boy in two months ago and it have nothing much to do with parenting here at my parents’ house. It has everything to do with the baby. Feeding, tummy and caring. Well, additionally I’m reading a baby’s book to my baby. He will be a compliant son and that’s my challenge for getting him to obey his mother. In the future if a compliant son will happen to make life easy for mommy, the challenging son will bring me laughter and personal growth.

2. What is the biggest challenge of having older children?

Not applicable because my son is not older enough yet. He is one month old.

3. What’s the best place you’ve ever gone on a vacation?

Ontario, Canada.

4. Fiction or non-fiction?

I can’t choose. I love books from both categories.

5. If you could magically appear in a movie, which one would it be and why?

I would be in Titanic movie played a role as Rose dancing with Leonardo DiCaprio as Jack alongside the bar.

6. Did you go to college? If so, where?

No, I did not go to college.

7. Why is Florida better?

Because of the helpful services and they are making it residents to feel better and happy.

8. What book do you recommend to others the most?

The Bible have 66 books and are a very important recommendation. Because of it can answer to your prayer and can solve your problem.

9. What is the best thing about staying at home with your baby?

Feeding my baby at home is best and so he won’t get hungry.

10.Biggest surprise in being a stay at home mom?

Earn some good money at home would be a biggest surprise for helping me to save money for my baby’s future.

Now, if you would like to blog along…You can leave me a comment with questions above and answer on my blog site here or Facebook link in here.

The 36th Live Loi

Last week Tuesday have turned me to 36. And so now I’m 36 and remain until next year 37! Also, my baby will be one year old. The new chapter of our life together.

Here are some pictures of myself and a baby.

I kiss my baby boy ❤️👶🏻
I performed my 36 poetic video
My baby is sleeping in bassinet

That’s all for today. Have a great day!

Soon Thirty-Sixth

Me 35 in May 28th, Soon 36 in June…

Soon thirty-sixth! Time go fast! Where am I? I am here. I am breathing. I am grateful for my mother to give me a life. I have one life to live.

I am the same person that you know. I do experience the life lesson. Such like who I am, what I do with people, and what people teach me. I want to express some sentiments that are the meaning of my life. Like I had brought to the earth for almost thirty-six years ago, starting to know the basic things and viewing everything that God had made. And how I feel about what I see in this planet. People, land animals, air animals, and water animals are living which is called Life. People have life to do. They go to school, church, work, and any other place. People have many things to do in the house like cooking the meals for their family and do the chores. Also, people go to the store and buy food and stuff. These are called part of Life.

Since I’m here on earth and I’m still living. And that life is good, I am grateful for people who I know love me and always care about me. I know that I am precious and I still have to accept their concerns about me. It is what counts the most.

Now that I have a baby, I’m looking forward to see what his life is like in ten years. To be continued…

How to Get Rid of the Ants From Your Room?

When I moved to Florida in March, I felt no itching in my new room. Not since I itching until May I do feel itchy now! I itching a lot! I was wondering how do I get itching? from where? Oh, I found out that it was a tiny ant. I am not sure what it called. But anyway… I have a video to show you. It describes a lot of the tiny ants searching for food on the hard floor.

My sister said that maybe the tiny ants were looking for the baby’s milk. But mostly because of I tend to eat snacks in my room.

How can I get rid of the tiny ants from my room? First, I sweep the floor and then I scrubbed it. My sister made the homemade dish soap and I added Lysol wipe on the hot water… These are the cleaning things that can kill the tiny ants. I want to eliminate the tiny ants every day and so I can feel less to no itching. Because of I want to feel comfortable in my room.

How to Think Positive?

The Flower Girl Fashion of 2014

Pink Daisy Long Shirt-A gift
White Daisy Plant and Pink Skirt-California Grown
Black Shoes-American Eagle

Have you ever thought about a person who does wrong to you is needed to improve his/her adjustment? If you think yes a person need to improve his/her adjustment, how about you forgive that person’s mistake? Forgive a person’s mistake is not easy. Because of the pain you feel. For examples, a person make up the story about you, hurt your feeling, and physical attack you. You know a person is a human like you. You can’t blame that person for not being perfect. Forgive him/her. Why you forgive that person? Because of every person need mercy. They do ask for forgiveness. You need to forgive a person who does wrong to you. Everyday we forgive people and let go of the obsession with feeling angry about their mistakes. You do that to a person daily. Life is too short if you angry and reflect about that person. This person do not remember what he/she did to you. He/she forget about it means you forgive and move on.

About the attitude of people when you sneer at them, it’s considering a sin. Why? Because of you don’t know how people feel about their day. Maybe they have a bad day. Maybe they have a bad mood this morning. And much maybe. Only God know means let God takes care of them for you.

The story about you that your friend make up is called rumor against you. Are you still angry about your friend that did rumor against you? Don’t feel that way. Beware of the vengeance. Revenge to no one because of it does not help. It always bit back and forth which never solve the problem. Humans have limit to solve the problems. But God have no limitation. He can fix any problem. So let God fix the problem for you.

Think of positivity. You have a plenty of time to spend with a person you forgive and make peace with him/her. Think negative about a person who does wrong to you is waste your time. It’s not worth it. Therefore, your time is precious. You want to spend your time with doing the things you enjoy. Life is too short if you think negative about the past. Don’t dwell on the past. Dwell on where you are. There is no recovery for the past. The history cannot change. So, throw the negativity in the garbage. Accept where you are. If you forgive that person and move on, you will be happy. And, enjoy your life. Stay positive! Keep smiling! Because of your life is precious and is beautiful.

Sunday’s Mother’s Day

Yesterday I was back to fashion myself. After I the last one seen as a fashioned woman in circa September 2018. What did I wear for Mother’s Day? See the picture below:

The #MomLife Fashion 💝
Long top dark gray shirt-Unknown
Light gray pant-Satina
Lightest gray sock-UF Shand Hospital

Here are some inspiration for Mother’s Day.

“Motherhood: All love begins and ends there.”~Robert Browning

I’m still a new mom of my first month baby. So it’s the beginning of my new life with him and not the end of the world. I’m a working mom who she have a duty for taking care of her baby and loving him.

I care and love my dearest son.❤️

“Being a mom has made me so tired. And so happy.”~Tina Fey

As an anemic mom, I always feel so tired. But I am so lucky to have an easy baby who he is calmer and relaxing. And that makes me feel so happy. love him back to the moon!

“A mother’s arms are more comforting than anyone else’s.”~Princess Diana

True, I’m a real mom of baby Leo. He feels so comfort in my arms. No one else can replace his mother.

I like to do what Proverbs 31:10-31 says… I would be a perfect wife to a future treated husband who become better and good converted Christian man. And he would be so happy to live and spend more time with me and my dear son.

Did you enjoy spending your time with your child/ren in during Mother’s Day? I did. My son meant the world to me and I hope next year will be the very best. Like if there is no coronavirus, I can take my son to eat in and play in McDonald’s or walking around the park or any fun place.

The 29-Year-Old Me Still Not Have a Future

The 29-Year-Old Me in 2013

I need to express my feeling about me not having a future. The question is: why are the cult people acting so weird? The reason is they want me to be like them as to bring me down. What are the examples of me not having a future? I live with my parents. It’s like a child. I have no job. When a person who have no life is telling me that job is not necessary. Ban me saving money. The cult people always demand me for money. No driving a car. No one want to teach me how to drive. I still have no learner’s permit. Really I had that but it was expired in 2010. So I retried to pass the learner’s permit, but I failed it several times. No nice house, no husband, and no children. I’m trying to stand up and speak up as a powerful woman. Unfortunately, whoever believes that the children of God is the significant of treating each other as a child and support each other when saying that job is not necessary? What the non-needed job? They are on the field service full-time every day without a job and depend on government for welfare. It sounds like they are taking advantage of governor. Truly, yes it is. God have given people a master to the workers as the gift. So why are the cult people think that job is not necessary? Well, how about if they need a place to live? Food to eat? Clothes to wear? They should think yes it’s necessary for them to go to work. They know better that welfare is sometimes not helpful for getting a place to live. So they use their concept and know how to grow up. I had a bad experience of the immature cult landlady that always complain about me not helping her out with renting her home while she worked and I unemployed. So she need to grow up! She was not supposed to sell me her expensive home when I was on the welfare because sometimes it won’t help me get a place to live. But sadly, she believed that welfare is a basic need: home, food, and clothes are good enough. She even not want me to have a future and so she made me move back to live with my parents again. She’s not like a woman to me. I’m sick and tired of waiting for having my future for over ten years (the future should be now because of I’m grown up adult). Have you ever related to that experience? The good lesson is don’t let someone who have a low life that want you to be like them. Period.