Loiriam’s blog

Tomorrow’s May! So on Mother’s Day I plan to spend more time alone with my son. It will be his first Mother’s Day. As well as mine too. I am going to produce To My Dear Leo Diary book before he turns to 18. That book is all about me write the letter to Leo in every day. It’s like a diary that Anne Frank wrote letter to Kitty in every day. So its help me to express my feelings to Leo. Also, communicate with him when he develop his language. If I do not communicate with him, then I will be a failed mother to him. I don’t want that happen. So I’m taking an opportunity to communicate with him. Also important for Leo’s future is now explain and discipline about the Bible and authority’s laws. And that help him to be a good person.

Since I write letter to my son, Leo, this book is a good way to get him to know what is on my mind. And how my son care about me, his dear mother. This book is a memoir for him to know my memories.

I hope Leo will like to read this memoir. I love my son! I kiss him back to the moon.

Hi Blogging Readers!

I’m back to blog! It’s been a while for me to blog. Now I can blog. Here is my new life story experience to share with you all. The point of what labor is:

Labors, the two different working types of labors are work company and birth labor delivery. I choose to talk about birth labor delivery first.

Last week Tuesday, April 14th, I went to the children’s hospital with my mother and we stayed there until Friday, April 17th. So Tuesday, I was sleeping and feeling real painful. It’s the contractions. Again the next day Wednesday, April 15th, I slept and I felt so much painful! Hurt as hell! The stern nurse explained to me about the rate of contractions and baby’s heart rate. This means that I was on the labor. I labored my baby until he came out. While I labored my baby, I tried to deliver him naturally. But it doesn’t work. Because of I decided to choose epidural and that caused me to feel so tired. And that is not wise and not safe for baby. And so I ended up in Section C. Well, I think that the hospital is not professional. They should have called me on Friday, April 10th for Monday the 13th, and so two days before I could prepare myself to deliver my baby naturally. But I did not research “epidural” very well. So it is my mistake. I learn that the birth labor delivery is a mom must keep working harder for her baby to come out naturally. Like she must breathe and push her baby out, not the baby self come out.

Interesting point of birth labor delivery is same as working for the company. The employee must continue to work tirelessly. As if he stop working and start lazy, then he can get fired. And he becomes unemployed and he have to search for a new job again. Same as I stopped laboring my baby and start to feel tired and then I ended up getting Section C! I have to accept my consequence of feeling so much painful until the next six weeks I will feel healing.

Here is a picture of my newborn son in children’s hospital. It’s my duty time for me being a joyful mother! As it’s my job to continue to show love and care for my precious baby.❤️

Proverbs 17:9 is a good scripture for the friendship.

The Hebrew word, “רכילות” translated to “gossip” is defined as “one who reveal one another secretly about other”. Also, gossip is an untrue story. So you need to ignore gossip. Because of you have a friend to talk to and believe. So don’t listen to a gossiper who talk craps about your friend.

Gossip can cause friendship to become divisive. That is a really serious awful! Sadly, many friends leave have been ruined by gossip. And some friends have been thriving to keep a friend. And when the gossipers confronted, they seek to make an excuse of denying the gossip. Rather than admit that serious behavior, they accuse some other friends who gossip or attempt to make them trouble.

So, will you believe the gossip or will you practice it? If you don’t believe the gossip, then that is great! And if you guard your mouth, then that will keep you from being messed up with your friend. It’s important to keep a friend over gossip.

I went to Kingdom Hall and observed the remembrance of Jesus Christ in the spring of 2015. And when I sat down out of seating attendees, I was paying attention to the point that they still believe the partake is for only new covenant according to their view on 1 Corinthians 11:20, 23-25. If it is for only new covenant, then why are the non-partakers invited to that event? What’s so special about watching the partakers to eat and drink, and the non-partakers to receive, hold and pass out the emblems to another person in during the Lord’s Evening Meal? Is this what Jesus Christ commands his followers to do that? Read what Jesus said to the Jews at John 6:52-58. It is true. Whoever follow the teaching of Christ, have God. Pray for the happiness of our brothers and sisters to keep following the Christ.

I studied Adam and Eve were promised to be perfect forever. However, they had disobeyed God, and started to spread out the sin to the next generations and death through the sin. I understand that no one is perfect, and that I accept to forgive one another who does wrong to me. Everyone has a free will to choose rather follow the Christ or not.

I have not been working since the end of January 2020. So my financial life is not so easy. I have trying to remain the good budget. And I also am trying to work from home so that I can spend more time with my baby (soon due this week).

About coronavirus, sometimes it’s nice to allow me to stay home and sometimes not. Its depends on how my mood is that coronavirus affects me.

Recently the government had announced the new law about COVID-19 is social distancing. I have been practicing the social distance for a long time. Because of I can not stand with the dramatic people and I am OCD that cannot be surrounded with people who are sick with coughing and picking the nose. No offend. But you know that cleaning is very essential in my life. But that not the point. The point is about the new law is that to slow the spread of the coronavirus. Like how? Closing churches, schools, travels, restaurants, etc. so to avoid getting that deadly virus in the human’s immunity system. Do I miss eating in the restaurant, learning in school, travel, anywhere I want to go? Yes, I do. But no worries! I have faith in God. Because of it will be temporary. And everything will be back to normal again soon. So that I will be happy to go out anywhere with my baby!

I cleaned the cabinets, stove, counter, sink, and dishes for three hours between 6pm to 9:20pm. Also, I organized the food cans and packets in the cabinets. It is not so easy because sometimes it helps to remove the dirty spots. So, what I do is to keep cleaning every day. I watched the old DIY Cleaner video in ASL explained about DIY Cleaning is helpful than the chemical cleaning products from the store. I tried it. I need to save my time and my energy. I’m grateful for that video. I’m smiling. Here is the cleaning recipe below:

1 cup of Hydrogen Peroxide

½ cup of White Vinegar

½ cup of Dawn (dish soap)

Make these ingredients until you see the color of light blue or dark blue in the empty spray bottle. Also, if you have money for Jet Dry Rinse Aid, just a few drops like four times. If you have empty spray bottle at home, use that for making this cleaning recipe. If you don’t have that, Wal-Mart sells it. You can go to and buy that item. I did go to Wal-Mart and I bought the empty spray bottle. It cost me 98 cent. That’s really cheap.

If any of you know ASL and if you like that idea of DIY Cleaner, you can go ahead and make that recipe. But I recommend you not only that video idea, you can check out the others DIY Cleaners at Keeper of the Home. And these are giving you the others good ideas. In add to one thing is my favorite that the video is missing. What is missing? Super Washing Soda is the best clean for removing the dirty spots and so you don’t have to feel tired of waiting longer until they’re gone. It’s quicker and easier!

Are you lonely or do you have friends? If you do have many good friends, then you are lucky. You can keep chatting with them. I am grateful for those who keep me as a friend. Friendship remains good. However, what will happen to the friends in the future? Here are the true sad predictions to remember: there are some terrible times coming at the end, friends will not remain forever.

People will love only themselves and money.

⁃ means people will not love you but love themselves and money.

People will be proud and boast about themselves.

⁃ means people will make you feel jealous.

People will abuse you others with insults.

⁃ means people will abuse you including hurt your feelings.

People will be ungrateful…

– means when you give your friend, she will not say “Thank you” to you.

People will have no love for others and will refuse to forgive anyone.

⁃ means people will not love you and will not forgive you.

People will talk about others to hurt them and will have no self-control.

– means people will talk behind your back as stab your back. For example, they call you “ugly” and they are out of control.

People will be cruel…

-means people will be very mean to you and you will feel hurt.

People will turn against their friends.

-means your friend will no longer be your friend anymore.

So, do you see these are happening today? Or do you ever have experience with someone who is no longer be your friend anymore? I do. It’s a heartbreaking news. Hang there. Things will be alright. Stay strong and be positive.

Dear Selena,

It has been 25 years since your last day of your life in here earth on Friday, March 31, 1995, I keep remembering you. It’s hard to see you are not here but your spirit is alive and is shining brighter and brighter.🌟💛 Your husband, Chris wrote a beautiful memoir book “To Selena, With Love” about you and your true definition of love. It sheds my tears and it’s inspired me to be loved. It’s beautiful that I keep remembering you, Selena. I want to read that beautiful book again. Also, I need to read the most TOP beautiful quality is Love in the Bible verses. 1 John 4:8 explains “God is love.” If people in the world do apply love, then they know God. But sadly today is no love as we have seen on the news. People killed other people for any reason or no reason. It’s important to show love to the neighbors as Mark 12:31.

Selena, your fans and I never forget you. We do still grief until the grace of heaven as Luke 23:43. Rest in Paradise, Selena, I keep remembering you.

Truly love,

Loi❤️

After I left my cold hometown for seventeen and half years, I became a dweller of Ocala, Fl. And I am living in a hot place with my parents again. It’s not easy for me to stay a long distance apart from my hometown. Their need of living in a warm place as I understand. And therefore, they did not raise in the cold weather. However, I did. I used to… I also am carrying my unborn son. His delivery time is nearly soon. He is supposed to born in Buffalo, NY but unfortunately he have to born in forty-five minutes away from Ocala.

The question is why do I want my son to born in Buffalo? Because of Buffalo is my cold hometown. And his father was born in that city. The problem is I have to understand that everything is happened for the reason. For example, a family who cannot afford New York State. What things in New York can they afford? I have found almost all are expensive, some cheap. And that is pretty scary for my son’s future. That’s why he is priority for safety and needs happiness in his life. So I have my family in here Ocala ready to support him and easier for me to raise him a happy good man.

The parents love their own children and want what best for them. Do your parents love you?

Parents protect their children because they love them and care about them.

The mayor strangers are feeling ready to prey and trap the young ones. But the parents are protecting them. Like an expert builder who build the foundation of the house. And it stands stronger.

The first important thing is parents are responsible for teaching and training their children to grow up and become good people. Also have the good qualities. The children are asking for the good judgment. Because of they need to understand and learn the wisdom. If they do, then they will show respect to the adults.

The children, who have a good personality and follow the faith, will act a well-mannered to the people. And they can resist the bad impacts.

Parents need to teach and train their own children how to love the laws and obey them. The proverbs explain about starting a child before adolescence. But 2 Timothy 3:10-17 explains how starting an infant will be much better and obedient.

It is very important for innocent people to avoid trouble and the dangerous ways. They are obeying and that benefit them.

Parents are asking for help the children to understand and be practical. Parents are disciplining their children to change but they are always with them and love them. And parents need to be patient with continuing to teach and train their children. Also, the parents urge their own children to read the Bible. And that help the children to have a better life in the future.