Loiriam’s blog

Good mornin’, Readers! How do you feel about rising up in the morning? I feel kind of energized today. I want to discuss about yesterday Women’s Day. My story as a woman, I am a fragile like all women do. The men are stronger to capable to beat us up. That’s not a good news. But as a follower of Christ, I know the beginning Genesis story of Adam and Eve. God created Adam first, He saw Adam was not with someone else. God say that it is not good for him to be alone. So, He created Eve second and she is called “Community” which means to support one another as to lift up from the burden. It’s a beautiful thing to have community that is there for us. Even the main event from yesterday, women support other women.

Although after the rebellion of Adam and Eve, for many years we see the history of men abused the women. Men need to learn how to forgive the women. But not all men do that. Some men loved women and never abuse women. Some? I want to see the improvement in men to be reduced sexism.

Yesterday I read the sweet story about the landlord who lived in Ireland in during the 1800s. His name was Canon Andrew Robert Fausset. In during one of the severe potato famines, his tenants wrote letters to him saying they had absolutely no money at all to pay their rent and begged to be let off all their debts. Canon Fausset wrote back to them explaining that it was quite impossible to let them off their debts. It would set a bad example. They had to pay every one cent, but the beautiful thing was that he wrote, “I enclose something that might help you.” He was so different to so many of the other landlords at the time, he sent a good check which far more than covered all their debts. His tenants were feeling the joy when they read his beautiful sweet letter! I wish my former landlord would do the same thing to me but he did not take what I need for my unborn son. My son was supposed to born in New York. But this landlord trashed me as a pregnant woman to the street with losing all of my stuff in the fall of 2019. Because of he did not want the father of my son to visit me on his property. So..fine. My previous landlord is Cuban. He touching my hometown soil. I wish my American governor deport his ass to Cuba. But I let myself be chilling. I need to forgive him and move on. But I made a huge mistake of renting his home. Now I learned a lesson is not to happen again.

I need to trust in the Lord for when the right time is come for me to interact with the right people. Because of I am a woman who is fragile, I don’t like how people trash me to whatever is risking my life. I felt grief for my son’s father. He could not help me out with anything I need. And so, I move on.

With a dysfunctional community, every time I read Psalm 31:9-18, I am in trouble. I face distress, sorrow, grief, anguish, groaning, affliction, illness, enemies, contempt from my unmotivated Buffalo neighbors, brokenness, terror, conspiracy and plots.

Yet, in the midst of all this, like David, I am able to say, “But I trust in you, Lord.” I trust his unfailing love for me. God’s plan to deliver me out of the people who conspired to break me.

If any of you feel this message I write about how fragile a woman is, you know she is like a vase that man should not break her. He should be caring for that beautiful thing, a vase. He need to take that into consideration. I hope you have a blessed Thursday. Light and love 💖❤️, Loi